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Please pray for me. My mom died on January 7th. We were best friends, and I was her caregiver for over 10 years. Mom had diabetes and macular degeneration in her eyes, and relied on me for nearly everything. I loved her so much. I know that she is in heaven, but this hurts so bad. There are days when I feel like I want to die too, to go to heaven and be with Jesus. The waves of grief just keep crashing over me, and I feel like I’ve been dropped into a foreign country where I don’t know the language, I don’t know the landscape, and I can’t find my way home.
I’m told this too shall pass, and that one day this intense grief will fade, but for right now all I know is that I miss my mom and my heart is breaking. Please pray that God will give me strength to get through this season of pain and despair. Please pray that I will have the strength to find some meaning and hope in all this grief.
I’m told this too shall pass, and that one day this intense grief will fade, but for right now all I know is that I miss my mom and my heart is breaking. Please pray that God will give me strength to get through this season of pain and despair. Please pray that I will have the strength to find some meaning and hope in all this grief.