YourFollower
Servant
Dear Lord, I am afraid of losing A, and I beg you to bring us closer together and to You.
I have made mistakes. I did not appreciate what you gave me, and instead wasted months reveling in self-pity and worries. I have cheated in my thoughts, and I thank you that you instilled enough conscience to prevent this sin, but I still feel as if I had carried it out. I am disgust at myself. A reached out to me, and I was too proud and self-absorbed with my fears and worries to accept her help. I feel great despair and anxiety. I am going through hell, but I accept this yoke as my punishment and as way to correct myself.
The last year was a trial. We saw health problems, money issues, all of which put stress on us. Relieve these conflicts. Help me find a good job in L. Help me give more to A.
She is a kind and loving woman. She has helped me, she has accepted me as I am. She has no or very little faith, and she has many things that put pressure on her (age, parents, money). Dear Lord, I ask her to bring her closer to you, to let her have faith in You, in me and our relationship. She gets easily distracted by materialism, but I also know that she has a soft and kind heart. Open her eyes, open her heart and soften it, make her see what an amazing blessing you gave us. I had truly and seriously hoped that we will marry and have children. Our fights and trials are comparatively small. Dear Lord, I am begging you to not give up on us, on me. You know the sorrows of my heart. Hear our prayers. Help those in need. Thank You Amen.
I have made mistakes. I did not appreciate what you gave me, and instead wasted months reveling in self-pity and worries. I have cheated in my thoughts, and I thank you that you instilled enough conscience to prevent this sin, but I still feel as if I had carried it out. I am disgust at myself. A reached out to me, and I was too proud and self-absorbed with my fears and worries to accept her help. I feel great despair and anxiety. I am going through hell, but I accept this yoke as my punishment and as way to correct myself.
The last year was a trial. We saw health problems, money issues, all of which put stress on us. Relieve these conflicts. Help me find a good job in L. Help me give more to A.
She is a kind and loving woman. She has helped me, she has accepted me as I am. She has no or very little faith, and she has many things that put pressure on her (age, parents, money). Dear Lord, I ask her to bring her closer to you, to let her have faith in You, in me and our relationship. She gets easily distracted by materialism, but I also know that she has a soft and kind heart. Open her eyes, open her heart and soften it, make her see what an amazing blessing you gave us. I had truly and seriously hoped that we will marry and have children. Our fights and trials are comparatively small. Dear Lord, I am begging you to not give up on us, on me. You know the sorrows of my heart. Hear our prayers. Help those in need. Thank You Amen.
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