MKN51
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear lord I feel so depressed with my life today.one of my freind told me his getting married.I am not married and have been expecting a marrige proposal from wasim to date. I feel less important n rejected today. Smtyms back in 2010 I was badly broken wen sm1 made promises for marrige.I feel scared of marrying n weather o will get a good husband or not who wil be loyal n caring to me. I av always prayed wasim to marry me but av started loosing hope now. I dnt knw if I can trust anyone and wil be married or not. All I want atm lord is to make me feel better n proud of myself cause I know jesus loves me no matter any1 does or not. I can only ask jesus my father to heal my wounds n lift me make wasim a caring respecting man who can take my hand but the lord knows why things happen this way always. I will be 27 n seeing every1 marry depresses me wen they ask n tel me to marry. I lost hope for marrige and I blame myself today for being in this situation. I pray that I can find inner peace n mind n emotion control lord.forgive me jesus amen
