Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Heavanly Father,
I feel like nothing. I feel numb. Today I went and found a dress for my school's cupid dance with my mom. On the way home she asked me if I was going to ask any guys out. I told her that I feared rejection. Later that night I sent the picture of the dress to a friend, she told me that the dance was a date only dance and asked if I could even find a date to go with me. I know I'm not pretty I know I'm not what a guy would ever want. I am fat and my jawline is crooked. I feel like I have reached my breaking point. I don't know how much longer I can take my friends accusing me of being "boy crazy" and annoying. I try making friends but people judge me. I try to be nice on the inside but it's never enough. I feel so numb right now I doubt if I will last through the dance. I just want to feel loved from a guy. It doesn't have to be a full on relationship. I just want to know I am beautiful. All the other girls at my school get told they r loved, but not me. My dad has never even said that he loves me. That tells me I am just not good enough. Please help me.
Amen
I feel like nothing. I feel numb. Today I went and found a dress for my school's cupid dance with my mom. On the way home she asked me if I was going to ask any guys out. I told her that I feared rejection. Later that night I sent the picture of the dress to a friend, she told me that the dance was a date only dance and asked if I could even find a date to go with me. I know I'm not pretty I know I'm not what a guy would ever want. I am fat and my jawline is crooked. I feel like I have reached my breaking point. I don't know how much longer I can take my friends accusing me of being "boy crazy" and annoying. I try making friends but people judge me. I try to be nice on the inside but it's never enough. I feel so numb right now I doubt if I will last through the dance. I just want to feel loved from a guy. It doesn't have to be a full on relationship. I just want to know I am beautiful. All the other girls at my school get told they r loved, but not me. My dad has never even said that he loves me. That tells me I am just not good enough. Please help me.
Amen
