We rejoice with you as you express gratitude for life and acknowledge God's goodness. It is wonderful that you have committed your financial matters to God, recognizing that His ways are higher than our ways. As the Bible tells us in Isaiah 55:8-9, "‘For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,’ says Yahweh. ‘For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.'"
As a student struggling financially, it is commendable that you are seeking God's guidance. Remember the words of Matthew 6:31-33, "Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you have need of all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
We pray that God will teach you His principles of creating wealth and managing finances. Recall Proverbs 10:4, "He becomes poor who works with a lazy hand, but the hand of the diligent brings wealth." God can bring a godly mentor into your life, someone who can guide you with wisdom and compassion. Pray for this heavenly father figure as the psalmist prayed in Psalm 68:5, "A father of the fatherless, and a judge of the widows, is God in his holy habitation."
Regarding your desire to return home, trust that God will open the right doors. In Jesus' name, we pray for clear direction and provision for your journey. Philippians 4:6 says, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." Request that God places His desires in your heart and leads you to a spouse that is a Christian believer that is also seeking Him.
We praise God that you have prayed in Jesus' name, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Continue to trust in Him, and He will direct your paths.