Walkwithgod
Good and Faithful Servant
Dear God, Will restoration ever come? It seems like things improve but then get even worse. Don't the kids and I deserve to have a happy family? I'm at a loss on what you want from me. How can I change when I just become bitter and bitter? This marriage is not bringing out the best but worst in me. Is your answer that this marriage isn't for me? Do I keep running back to something that you are keeping me from? Everytime we argue it's like I don't even exist to him anymore. How is it I love you and want the family back but the next is abandoning our family no calls, no nothing, no can we talk? Please God break down his pride. Please speak to him and show him. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen.