Dear friend, please be very careful. I used to do these things you just listed, but God told me to burn and destroy all my wands and crystals... Before I destroyed these things, evil spirits started attacking me, and I do not want you to get drawn into that trap.
If we take power into our own hands then we are eating of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. If we do these things, which are abominable before God, we open doors to the evil one. He had me very deceived for a long time, but by God's grace I escaped.
The Lord loves you dearly and does not want you to be deceived. He is the only one who is true healer. The devil can counterfeit healing because he can send his own demons of disease away so that we get entangled in the power that we feel like we have received to "do good" but are actually rebelling against the Holy Father.
I tell you this, not because I want you to feel judged but because I don't want you to have the experiences, torment, and nightmares that I had to go through to get out of it.
Please seek the Lord in this matter. God bless you in Jesus name.