SusieY
Beloved of All
Dear God, Grandad, Mar Mar, all the angels, saints, Saint Jude patron saint of lost causes, Saint Francis of Assisi, Saint Joseph and Saint Michael the Archangel, please please please help us, we are so desperate and scared. Please look after Charlie. If it is his time to leave us, please let him pass away gently, quietly and peacefully in his sleep with no pain, discomfort, distress or suffering whatsoever. Please just let him go to sleep and not wake up like Cookie did when we lost her. Please, please, please don't ever, ever let us have to put Charlie to sleep please, that would completely and totally devastate each and every one of us. Please, please, please don't ever, ever let Charlie have any more horrible accidents, illnesses or incidents like those horrible hypo attacks and seizures etc ever again please. If this is his time to leave us we will be devastated, but we will be able to deal with it so much more if he just passes away in his sleep like Cookie did. I am so worried and scared about everything at the moment, I feel really anxious, depressed and helpless and hopeless. I really, really need this year - 2016 - to improve for each and every one of us because it's been so horrible and stressful for everyone. It feels like things are spiralling out of control and I am so afraid of everything. I never used to be like this, and I miss the happy, positive, optimistic and hopeful person that I once was. I feel beaten down by life in general and I can't cope with anything. Please look after each and every one of us and each and every one of our little pets - Charlie, Erin, Ebo, Frankie, Louisa and Coco - and keep us healthy, happy and safe always please. We need every divine intervention and miracle you can perform for us. I know we don't have very big worries compared to what some poor people are going through but they are important to us and they are causing us so much mental and physical distress and anguish. I always have faith, belief and trust in you all, even when things don't work out the way we wanted they end up working out for the best and I know we have you to thank for that. Please do whatever you can to help us all, in hope, gratitude, desperation and despair. Thank you, love always, Amen.
