seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Dear Father thank you for carrying me this far. Thank you for carrying me through my anxiety and letting me know that you never left simply teaching me to grow. The you for the daily reminder that you are working within me and through me. Please have mercy on me and forgive any unrighteous act or thoughts on my behalf in the past few weeks. You have always been in my heart and we talk daily...Please allow me to heal and not feel any resentment towards anyone that has hurt me in the past. You tell me to ask and I shall receive I want to be happy dear lord, You know what is in my heart, I want to be an positive example and role model to my girl I want to instill family values and I want to genuinely be in love and be loved by my partner whomever that person whom you choose for me. Lord give me wisdom, discipline, and discernment for what is best for me and my girls. Please continue to protect every aspect of my life and that of those who I love and care about. Thank you for blessing my friend Julie with the opportunity to adopt her boys, thank you for providing a home for Yessica, and thank you for the message you deliver every time I go to group or to service. Father I am faced with a difficult decision and I am placing it on your throne to guide my words and my actions and I will trust that you will open or close this door according to your will for me in my life. Please give me a clear sign on how to handle the matter with my sister who wants to live with me but how hard you know it was for me to live with her, you know what will come of that this for you can see what lays ahead, I plea for your sign and direction in this matter. I pray that you bless my sister and bring her in to the light and I pray that she speaks with genuine words from the heart and becomes more trustworthy. I ask father that you look over Omar and bless him in his time of need not just for him but for the kids. I do not see what you see, and although he has hurt me it goes without saying that I still care for him father. May we all become more honest and genuine with each other and give me the strength and the right words to say when the time comes. Please give me direction with this weekend and what to do about this trip. I plea the blood of Jesus over my heart body and soul. In the name of Jesus Christ. AMEN
