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HELLO TO EVERYONE OUT THERE THATS READING THIS! MY NAME IS CARMEN..I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF THREE BEAUTIFUL KIDS WHOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART! A BOY NAMED JADEN, SECOND OF THEM A GIRL ARYANA & LAST MY NEWBORN NICHOLAS AKA NIKI..WELL THIS YEAR HAS BEEN VERY HARD FOR ME! GOD HAS TESTED ME IN SO MANY WAYS..I BEEN DEALING WITH CUSTODY ISSUES WITH MY DAUGHTERS DAD & WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS FINALLY OVER IT WASNT! HER DAD HAD GONE TO JAIL SO I HAD GOTTEN FULL CUSTODY..I WAS SO EXCITED ABOUT GETTING FULL CUSTODY CAUSE BAK IN JAN I HAD MY DAUGHTER TAKEN FROM ME AND PLACED WITH HER DAD FOR FULL CUSTODY CAUSE I DIDNT FOLLOW ORDERS IN RETURNING HER WHEN IT WAS HIS TURN FOR VISITS! IT WAS HORRIABLE MISTAKE I MADE BUT PAID FOR..SO NOW I HAVE CHILDREN & YOUTH THAT WONT LEAVE ME ALONE. IM NOT THE PERFECT MOTHER..I DO HAVE A PAST BUT THATS MY PAST FOR A REASON! I HAVE BEEN A GREAT MOTHER..NEVER HARMED MY KIDS..THEY HAVE FOOD, A BEAUTIFUL HOME TO LIVE IN THAT HAS A HUGE YARD..THEY HAVE LOTS OF TOYS & EVERYTHING THEY NEED! WELL CHILDREN AND YOUTH WANTS TO TAKE THEM CAUSE I MISSED A FEW APPS WITH MY CASE WORKER! I WENT TO COURT THURSDAY (28) WHICH WAS THE SAME DAY OF MY BDAY AND WOW DID I EVER GET A BDAY PRESENT FROM HELL! SORRY FOR THE WORDS! MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE..THE JUDGE PLACED THEM WITH A FAMILY FOR A WEEK TILL WE GO BAK TO COURT! MY NEWBORN JUST GO OUT THE NICCU YESTERDAY & MY FIANCE DIDNT GET OUT OF JAIL! IM SO LOST RITE NOW! I BEEN PRAYING & PRAYING & ASKING GOD TO GET ME THEOUGH THIS! I REALIZE THIS IS ANOTHER TEST & THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON , ITS JUST IM HAVING A HARD TIME DEALING WITH THIS..I NEED PEOPLE TO PRAY THAT I GET MY KIDS BACK NEXT THRUSDAY & THAT THE JUDGE WOULD SEE THAT I AM A GREAT MOM. I LOVE MY KIDS TO DEATH! MY HEART HURTS AND I THOUGHT LAST NITE I WAS GONA END UP IN THE HOSPITAL..I JUST COMPLETELY HAD A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN! I NEED GOD TO GET ME THOUGH THIS! PLEASE PRAY THAT MY KIDS ARE IN THE RITE HANDS AS WELL.I GET SO SCARED THAT THESE PEOPLE MITE NOT B WHO THEY MITE SEEM TO BE..I THINK EVERYONE KNOWS WAT IM GETTING AT..ANYWAYZ THATS IT..THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL WHO READ THIS & PRAY FOR ME & MY KIDS..GOD BLESS YOU ALL! LOVE,CARMEN,JADEN,ARYANA & NICHOLAS
