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Bubba
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O Lord, I pray for you to corner my husband! Make him understand, that he cant just do what he likes with us and then turning it around and putting it on me. I am protecting the kids and me! You know o Lord, that my son was so proud of him and happy to have him around, but then my husband started to go against him, always saying that there are two names in this family. You know my husband went against my son and that nothing my son did was ever right. He wanted him gone. All the promises he made to my son he never kept. He never showed interest in him. But when he married me, he got two in the pack! Lord, you know I wouldnt write this if it wouldnt be true, as I have to much respect for you. My husband turns every word and everything around to make it look like it was me. And people some people believe him. Only because he wants to cover up. Lord, convict him and make him see, that you see everything and nobody can hide anything, cause you write it in your book. And one day you will open your book and noone can lie about what´s in there. O Lord, you know I love my husband dearly and I wouldnt have prayed for over 3 years now. But he is just using my feelings and waiting. He always trying to make me small, by shouting (especially over the phone, so other people think it´s me causing it, but they never really asked or heard it). They never asked my son about anything really, to find out what it was like and is still like. The neighbours around here, they all know and see. But people who are not really here, they just take his word and dont know how much damage they are causing. Lord open their eyes. They keep on thinking that my son is against my husband, well he wasnt at all, he was proud having him in our family and wanted to do loads with him, but my husband kept and still keeps on saying "you cant force me"! Well, that is true, but that answer just show, that he doesnt want to and that he wants to control and hurt more. Well, I love my husband, but I got these children from you as a blessing and I will look after them and protect them as much as I can, as one day you will ask me about it. They are children, we are adults. O Lord, give me wisdom in everything, especially in raising the kids. Thank you Lord. Lord Open my husband eyes and let him see, that I am just doing what you want me to do. In Jesus name AMEN
