Nayronmoor
Disciple of Prayer
9/2-continue prayers appreciated. I feel so defeated...My husband is admit that he does not want to continue our marriage. In our state you must be separated for 1 year before divorce is granted. He stated that he no longer sees a future with me. I will stay faithful in prayer and stand on God's word that he works all things out for our good. Although I am completely heartbroken and am in tears as I type this I know God has a plan. I will continue to stand in the gap for my marriage and pray for my husband....until God tells me to move. I am hopeful that this separation will bring realization. We are in month 2 of this separation and it's not getting any easier. I love my husband deeply. For 18 months we went through a rough season of family issues, death and health issues- it was a very trying time. In April everything was turning around for us, but in June he decided that he needed to leave. The devil worked so hard to destroy my marriage and I refuse to let him have the final say. My mind, body, and soul feel so tired fighting.
Reaching out for continued prays for God to do his will in my marriage. My husband and I have been separated for 2 months (his choice) now and some days I do okay mentally and others not so much. I am completely shattered and feel the world crumbling beneath my feet. I am locked in to reading my bible, prayer, and journaling. I am asking God to search me and bring to light whatever I need to do to be more like Christ. I specifically asked God in prayer - God, what is your desire for my marriage and what is your desire for my husband? I've fully surrendered my marriage to God because I know there is nothing that I can say or do to change my husband's mind and not give up on our precious marriage. Only God can do the work in him. I'm asking God to search my husband's heart and speak to it. I ask for God to breathe life in my husband's silence. I ask for God to cover my husband where I can't reach. I ask for God to meet my husband in his dreams, reminding him of our union. I ask for our union be made whole again. I am an unwavering wife that is standing in the gap for her husband and marriage...I will not back down. The devil cannot have what God has joined. I declare with boldness, that no weapon formed against my marriage shall prosper. Father God, send your army of angels and anoint my marriage, my husband and me with fresh oil.
8/29 -He told me last Friday (8/22) that he’s not planning on returning. I am not losing faith or hope that God can and will work a miracle. I know I cannot change my husband so I ask for God to do the work in me and work in my husband because he knows him best. My husband is camping the weekend in the Upper Peninsula in nature with one of his best friends from the military. There will be no cell service so I pray God uses this time to make his presence known to my husband and does a mighty work in his heart. I told my husband I will continue to pray for him and our marriage. He tells me it’s a waste of time but I refuse to believe that. I am interceding on behalf of my husband and our marriage and will fight until God tells me to move. My heart is crushed but my spirit is strong waiting on the Lord.
Reaching out for continued prays for God to do his will in my marriage. My husband and I have been separated for 2 months (his choice) now and some days I do okay mentally and others not so much. I am completely shattered and feel the world crumbling beneath my feet. I am locked in to reading my bible, prayer, and journaling. I am asking God to search me and bring to light whatever I need to do to be more like Christ. I specifically asked God in prayer - God, what is your desire for my marriage and what is your desire for my husband? I've fully surrendered my marriage to God because I know there is nothing that I can say or do to change my husband's mind and not give up on our precious marriage. Only God can do the work in him. I'm asking God to search my husband's heart and speak to it. I ask for God to breathe life in my husband's silence. I ask for God to cover my husband where I can't reach. I ask for God to meet my husband in his dreams, reminding him of our union. I ask for our union be made whole again. I am an unwavering wife that is standing in the gap for her husband and marriage...I will not back down. The devil cannot have what God has joined. I declare with boldness, that no weapon formed against my marriage shall prosper. Father God, send your army of angels and anoint my marriage, my husband and me with fresh oil.
8/29 -He told me last Friday (8/22) that he’s not planning on returning. I am not losing faith or hope that God can and will work a miracle. I know I cannot change my husband so I ask for God to do the work in me and work in my husband because he knows him best. My husband is camping the weekend in the Upper Peninsula in nature with one of his best friends from the military. There will be no cell service so I pray God uses this time to make his presence known to my husband and does a mighty work in his heart. I told my husband I will continue to pray for him and our marriage. He tells me it’s a waste of time but I refuse to believe that. I am interceding on behalf of my husband and our marriage and will fight until God tells me to move. My heart is crushed but my spirit is strong waiting on the Lord.