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meecha
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Please pray as I am having tests run on me. One test though my doctor refuses to do. She knows that I have a fear of cancer . But she says that nothing alarms her in that direction.I fear cancer as my brother just died and my mother had a little while back as well. I had symptoms before I became anxious.I do have a fatty liver. Possible disease from that she will run more tests on that next month. She ran a HIDA scan that checks your gallbladder. I won't hear back til mon. or Tues. as it is the weekend. I don't think it is that, I still fear my pancreas. But how will I know if the doctor won't test me? I have received some prayer and am in constant prayer myself. I know I am saved and where I will be, I have small children 3. I just don't understand why I am not at peace. I am not living my life at all. I am in pain. I realize I am anxious and worried and I know the signs of that. I am experiencing those as well. I just wonder how can I be so sure of one thing (my salvation) AND yet I am not trusting in God now? Please pray. I get calmed down a little at times, brief moments. But I just don't feel well. I just went to that doctor Wed. Thank you. Bless you out there.