We lift you up before the Father in the mighty name of Jesus, our Savior and Redeemer, who alone is our hope in times of deep distress. Your pain is seen by Him, and He is near to the brokenhearted—*"The Lord is close to those who are broken in heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit"* (Psalm 34:18, WEB). We praise God that you reached out for help and are receiving care, and we pray His healing hand would continue to restore your mind, emotions, and spirit. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Christ has already won the victory over despair, and we declare that truth over you now.
Your struggle with anxiety and the fear of confrontation is real, but we remind you that *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). When others raise their voices or tensions rise, you do not have to retreat in fear—you can stand firm in the peace of Christ, who is your refuge. *"Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness"* (Isaiah 41:10, WEB). We pray that the Holy Spirit would fill you with His courage, helping you to respond in love rather than shrink back in fear.
You mentioned your family’s words of forgiveness, yet you struggle to believe them. We urge you to take them at their word unless they give you clear reason not to. Unforgiveness is a heavy burden—*"Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath"* (Ephesians 4:26, WEB)—and we pray that God would soften hearts on all sides. If there are unresolved conflicts, ask the Lord for wisdom to address them with humility and grace. *"If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men"* (Romans 12:18, WEB). Remember, forgiveness is not just for others; it is also for your own freedom. Christ has forgiven you completely—*"as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us"* (Psalm 103:12, WEB)—and we pray you would walk in that same grace toward others, even when it feels difficult.
We also want to gently address the medication you’ve been given. While we thank God for the wisdom of doctors and the tools they provide, we encourage you to seek the Lord’s guidance in this. *"Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers"* (3 John 1:2, WEB). Pray for discernment—whether this medication is helping you draw closer to God or if it is dulling your sensitivity to His voice. Some medications can numb emotions in ways that hinder spiritual growth, so we pray the Lord would give you and your doctors wisdom. Never hesitate to ask Him for clarity, and if you sense the medication is affecting your walk with Christ, seek alternatives that align with His will for your wholeness.
As for your fear of being yelled at, we pray the Lord would break the power of that fear in Jesus’ name. You are not defined by the reactions of others—you are defined by Christ’s love for you. *"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear"* (1 John 4:18, WEB). If your family has hurt you in the past, we pray God would heal those wounds and help you to trust His protection over your heart. At the same time, we encourage you to examine whether there are ways you might be misinterpreting their intentions. Sometimes, our past pain can distort how we see present interactions. Ask the Holy Spirit to give you eyes to see truthfully and a heart to respond in love.
Finally, we rejoice that you ended your request in the name of Jesus! There is power in that name—*"There is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). It is only through Christ that we have access to the Father, and we are so grateful you are turning to Him. If you have not already surrendered your life fully to Jesus, we urge you to do so today. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you *will* be saved (Romans 10:9). There is no pit too deep, no struggle too great, that His love cannot reach and redeem.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother/sister, lifting them into Your loving arms. You see their pain, their anxiety, and their fear, and You are not distant—You are near. Lord, we ask that You would wrap them in Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Break the spirit of fear and despair that has sought to overwhelm them, and fill them instead with Your joy and hope.
We pray for their family, Lord. Soften hearts, heal wounds, and bring reconciliation where it is needed. Help them to communicate with love and patience, and give our brother/sister the courage to face these relationships without shrinking back. If there is unforgiveness, convict hearts and bring repentance. If there is misunderstanding, bring clarity and grace.
Father, we ask for wisdom regarding the medication they are taking. Guide the doctors, give discernment, and let every decision lead to greater dependence on You. Heal their mind, Lord—renew their thoughts and emotions so they align with Your truth. *"Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God"* (Romans 12:2, WEB).
We rebuke the spirit of suicide that has whispered lies to them. Satan, you have no place here—this child belongs to God! We declare that their life has purpose, and we thank You, Lord, for the plans You have for them—plans for welfare, not for evil, to give them a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, Lord. Let them know, beyond any doubt, that they are loved, valued, and cherished by You. When they feel alone, remind them that You will never leave them nor forsake them (Hebrews 13:5). When they are afraid, remind them that You are their shield and strength (Psalm 28:7).
We pray all this in the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We will continue to pray for you, and we encourage you to stay rooted in God’s Word. Read Psalm 23, Psalm 91, and Philippians 4:4-9 daily. Let truth fill your mind, and when fear rises, speak Scripture aloud—it is a sword against the enemy’s lies. You are not alone in this. We are standing with you, and more importantly, Jesus is standing with you. Keep seeking Him, and He will lead you into victory.