I stand in agreement with these prayers above for our Thaddo, in Jesus' Name amen-Matthew 18:18-19
Dear Thaddo
God always desire truth in the inward hideen part of your heart, and yes, you have indeed been so honest with Him...and there He promise to give you His wisdom, His wisdom that is first pure and holy-James 3:17-15 and Psalm 51:6.
And that is the Wisdom you have right now is making you to want righteousness and to hate that sin that is affecting you-and that is a very good sign that you are taking the first few steps to be like Jesus. Because like you, Jesus too hated sin but loves righteousness

Hebrews 1:9
9 You (Jesus) have loved righteousness and hated lawlessness(sin);
Therefore God, Your God, has anointed You
With the oil of gladness more than Your companions.â€[a]
And when you have this hate for sin, He will anoint you to overcoome that sin and be victorious, amen! And the anointing will break that yoke of sin in you
when you study and meditate His word daily, Thaddo.
Try not to watch movies or tv sitcoms where they promote lawlessness and sin like nothing. Keep your eyes away from such worthless sinful things for your eyes is the light of your soul. If keep watching these deeds of darkness, it will eventually darken your soul and gravitate you to sin evenmore-Matthew 6:22-24
But if you keep reading His word daily, you will break its grip for sure
8 This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. Joshua 1
9 How can a young man cleanse his way?
By taking heed according to Your word.
10 With my whole heart I have sought You;
Oh, let me not wander from Your commandments!
11 Your word I have hidden in my heart,
That I might not sin against You.-Psalm 119
Hopefully too that you are attending some church fellowship and if not, He will lead you to one the He has for you, as you ask Him, in Jesus' Name, amen.