Lilly
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Lord Jesus, these conflicting emotions are too much. If I am merely reaping what I've sown, please forgive me for all of my foolishness and prayers filled with folly. If I have sown any fallacy, can you please forgive me and have mercy on my soul, body, and mind. This torture is too much, the insides of me are screaming with pain. Please, if I may ask, find it within you to forgive me and rid me of this screaming torture. It's too much. I pray to have my mind back and be in full control of it, let there be no third parties, let me not go through any process for this either, have mercy, I've been through plenty nightmares and seasons of torment. Easily take me out of this darkness so I may walk in your light, without allowing there to be any added torture. Some hope for this torture, this pain, thinking it may make them stronger, to win You over, to have your favor. No, I do not hope for this, I want positivity, clarity, optimism, joy, true strength, and much more that's on the side of light, peace, true purity, everything that is truly good, I pray to never go through such strenuous processes to reach this, some may want to, but that's their choice, never mine. If I am in a process to reach something good, please, please easily and quickly swish me to the end of it so I will have the good. You make the impossible, possible. Lord Jesus fulfilled the Law. Lord Jesus, I pray you will be my alibi for this prayer, if I need one. Thank you, in Jesus' name.

