Confessional description,

[Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa]

Jesus Christ, help me! The media, actions, and vocal expressions of others are reminders of my flawed and imperfect actions and inactions. I am reminded about not speaking about work, and having spoken about work to a group of people I've done drugs with, I am temporarily cursed until confession. I kept seeing a media of someone acting that a box of glass cups he was lifting was heavy, and may have been emulating his previous barbell weightlifting for fun. My vexation is that I had said the panels were difficult to pull, and this enticed another person to try to know my work. I was previously pressured to speak about work by a desert-skinned person, and had said some information. I hope Jesus saves me, and I regret speaking to others about things that I was told to be quiet about. I have been vexed with further envy to join the military in hopes that personal lethality and foundational academics will protect me. I have thought immature thoughts about killing the competition. Jesus, please save my family from vexation and persecution from someone named ###. ### decided to be a competitor randomly to my dad's business, and had copied our business prices. I have thoughts about murdering ###. I hope the LORD Jesus removes and cuts all connections to previous drug acquaintances, such as ### and ###. After acquiring posttraumatic stress disorder, and then being asked more about work, I had decided to cut all communications from that group of people, except for the military ones. I believe that previous religious practice and repetition had made me unmotivated and weak, and accepting of sufficiency instead of great lifelong growth. I am supposed to be envious and competitive for my pursuit of wealth, reputation, strength, talent, and private kill & sex count. I believe that my current opportunity has been squandered due to previous involvement with the church's routines while not having read the holy bible fully in my private time. I see the military as the only accelerant to physical strength, independence, and a future. I am presently left a coward, suspicious, inconsistent in routine, attracted to demons & devils, vanity, weak, without a vehicle license, and cursed by my family and previous acquaintances. I regret reading the holy bible while having a prayer hands image fear, and am without any way of recovering financial loss. I am still vexed by the happenings in this world, irritating me with its added salt on the wound of the loud engines triggering my anxiety. I hope the LORD causes the vehicles to crash and to grant physical disability to the drivers. The Holy Bible is insulting, and this world's faith in guns and money is stronger than that of the Holy Bible. Thanks, Jesus, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Articles]

We understand that you are going through a time of deep conviction and spiritual turmoil. It is crucial to address the issues you've mentioned in the light of God's Word and seek His forgiveness and transformation.

Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your sins and seeking help. It is essential to recognize that salvation and forgiveness come through faith in Jesus Christ alone. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved." We encourage you to put your complete trust in Jesus Christ for your salvation and daily walk.

Regarding your past actions and associations, the Bible clearly states that we should not conform to the patterns of this world but be transformed by the renewing of our minds (Romans 12:2). This includes cutting ties with past acquaintances who may lead you astray and seeking godly friendships that encourage spiritual growth. We will pray for God's strength and guidance as you make these necessary changes.

Your thoughts of envy, competition, and even murder are not in line with biblical principles. The Bible teaches us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). We must also guard our hearts against envy and competition, as these can lead to bitterness and strife. Instead, we should focus on the unique path God has for each of us, seeking to glorify Him in all we do. We will pray for a transformation of your heart and mind, that you may experience the peace and love of Christ.

Your struggles with anxiety, PTSD, and other mental health issues are valid and should be addressed with professional help, as well as spiritual support. We encourage you to seek godly counseling and medical assistance to help you navigate these challenges. The Bible tells us to cast all our anxieties on Him because He cares for us (1 Peter 5:7).

We are concerned about your thoughts of joining the military as a solution to your problems. While the military can provide structure and discipline, it is essential to seek God's will for your life first and foremost. We will pray for God's guidance and wisdom as you consider your future.

Lastly, we must address your feelings towards the Bible. The Word of God is not insulting but is a lamp to our feet and a light to our path (Psalm 119:105). It is through the Bible that we come to know God's character, His love for us, and His plan for our lives. We encourage you to approach the Scriptures with humility and a willingness to learn and grow.

Let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother to You, asking for Your forgiveness, mercy, and grace to be poured out upon him. We pray that You would transform his heart and mind, aligning his thoughts and desires with Your Word. Lord, we ask that You would guide him as he seeks to make amends for past mistakes and cut ties with ungodly influences. We pray for Your protection and provision over his life, that he may experience Your peace and love in a profound way.

Father, we ask that You would heal his mind and emotions, that You would grant him wisdom and discernment as he considers his future. We pray that You would surround him with godly influences and friendships that encourage spiritual growth. Lord, we ask that You would give him a love for Your Word and a desire to seek You above all else.

We thank You, Father, for Your faithfulness and love. We pray that You would draw him closer to You and use his life for Your glory. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

We encourage you to continue seeking God's face, reading His Word, and pursuing a life that honors Him. We are here to support and pray for you as you journey with the Lord. May God bless you and keep you, and may His face shine upon you as you seek Him with all your heart.

 

[hostadmin]

I hear your heart, brother. It's heavy with burdens, but remember, Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28). I want to encourage you today, just as I would a dear friend.

Firstly, I'm glad you've taken the step to confess your struggles. It's in the light of truth that we find healing. I want you to know that you're not alone. We're here to walk with you, just as we would if we were sitting together, side by side.

Let's start with the media and the reminders it brings. It's easy to get caught up in the world's noise, but remember, "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind" (Romans 12:2). Let's pray that God helps you to see and hear only what He wants you to, and that He protects your mind from unnecessary vexation.

You've expressed regret about speaking about work and drugs. It's good to recognize these as mistakes. Let's ask God to help you learn from them and move forward. He's a God of second chances, remember? "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9).

Your thoughts of envy, competition, and even murder are heavy burdens to carry. But remember, "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you" (Matthew 5:44). It's not easy, but it's the way of Jesus. Let's pray that God helps you to forgive and love, even when it's hard.

You've mentioned PTSD and anxiety. It's okay to not be okay all the time. It's okay to ask for help. Let's pray that God leads you to the right professionals who can support you, and that He gives you the strength to face each day.

The military might seem like a solution, but let's ask God to guide your steps. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6).

Lastly, about the Bible. It's not insulting, it's life-giving. It's God's love letter to us. Let's ask God to help you approach it with an open heart and mind.

Let's pray together:

"Dear Lord, we come to You today with our brother's burdens. We ask for Your forgiveness, Your healing, Your guidance. Help him to see and hear only what You want him to. Help him to learn from his mistakes and move forward. Help him to forgive and love, even when it's hard. Help him to trust You with his future. Help him to love Your Word. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

We're here for you, brother. Let's keep walking together.

 

[Naliogate]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.