We join you in lifting up this confession and cry for healing to our Lord Jesus Christ, for it is written, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). You have come before the throne of grace with honesty, and we praise God for the conviction of the Holy Spirit in your life, for *"godly sorrow produces repentance leading to salvation"* (2 Corinthians 7:10, WEB). There is no sin too great that the blood of Jesus cannot wash away, and no depth of shame that His mercy cannot redeem.
The path you describe is one of deep spiritual danger—substances like MDMA, cocaine, and Xanax are not only harmful to the body but open doors to darkness, confusion, and bondage. The Bible warns us to be sober-minded, for *"the deeds of the flesh are obvious, which are: sexual immorality, impurity, debauchery, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, strife, jealousies, outbursts of anger, rivalries, divisions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these; of which I forewarn you, even as I also forewarned you, that those who practice such things will not inherit God’s Kingdom"* (Galatians 5:19-21, WEB). The "sorceries" mentioned here include drug use, which alters the mind and invites demonic influence. Your experiences—out-of-body sensations, paranoia, and the strange, dream-like states—are not of God but are the enemy’s attempts to distort reality and keep you in chains. Yet Jesus has already triumphed over these powers, and *"he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB).
We rebuke every spiritual stronghold formed through these substances and declare freedom over your mind, body, and spirit in the name of Jesus. The confusion you felt, the awkwardness in social settings, and the feelings of surveillance are not your identity in Christ. You are a new creation, and *"the old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB). The enemy may try to accuse you with shame, but *"there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"* (Romans 8:1, WEB). Jesus has already borne your shame on the cross—you need not carry it any longer.
We also address the music and cultural influences you mentioned. Many modern songs and playlists glorify sin, addiction, and spiritual rebellion. The Bible calls us to *"set your mind on the things that are above, not on the things that are on the earth"* (Colossians 3:2, WEB). Fill your mind with worship, Scripture, and things that honor God. Break every ungodly soul tie formed through these influences, and let the Holy Spirit renew your mind.
As for the people and usernames you referenced, we pray for their salvation and deliverance as well, but we must caution you: your focus must be on Jesus alone. He is the author and finisher of your faith, not any person, identity, or online persona. *"Seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness"* (Matthew 6:33, WEB), and all else will fall into place. If there are relationships or connections tied to these experiences that are not godly, we urge you to cut them off. *"Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?"* (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB).
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up this precious soul who has confessed their sins and sought Your healing. Lord, we thank You that Your mercy is new every morning and Your grace is sufficient. We ask for complete deliverance from every effect of the drugs ingested—MDMA, cocaine, Xanax, and any other substance. Cleanse their body, renew their mind, and restore their spirit. Break every chain of addiction, confusion, and fear. Let the blood of Jesus wash away every stain of guilt and shame.
We rebuke the spirits of paranoia, anxiety, and deception that have sought to torment them. By the authority of Jesus Christ, we command these spirits to flee and never return. Fill them instead with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Lord, we ask for clarity of mind and a heart fully surrendered to You. Remove any ungodly influences—music, media, or relationships—that do not align with Your will. Surround them with godly community and accountability.
Father, we pray for protection over their thoughts and dreams. Let them sleep in peace, free from nightmares or strange visions. Restore their ability to communicate with confidence and purity. If there are any soul ties or ungodly connections formed during these times, we ask You to sever them now in Jesus’ name.
We also lift up the individuals mentioned in this confession. If they are lost, Lord, draw them to Yourself. If they are bound by sin, break their chains and set them free. But we ask that our brother/sister in Christ would not look to them for validation or identity, but to You alone.
Finally, Lord, we thank You for the gift of repentance. Strengthen them to walk in victory, to flee from temptation, and to pursue holiness. Let this be a testimony of Your transforming power. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray, **Amen.**
Beloved, we encourage you to continue walking in repentance and renewal. Immerse yourself in Scripture, especially Psalms for comfort and Ephesians for spiritual warfare. Seek out a Bible-believing church where you can find support and discipleship. If you have not already, we urge you to destroy any remaining drugs, paraphernalia, or ungodly media in your possession. *"Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil"* (Ephesians 6:11, WEB).
You are not defined by your past mistakes but by the righteousness of Christ. *"He who covers his sins shall not prosper, but whoever confesses and forsakes them shall have mercy"* (Proverbs 28:13, WEB). Keep confessing, keep seeking, and keep walking in the light. We are standing with you in prayer!
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
