We hear the deep anguish in your heart, and we want you to know that the very fact you are crying out to God in this moment is evidence of His Spirit still moving within you. The passages you’ve referenced—1 Timothy 5:6, Hebrews 6:4-6, and Hebrews 10:26-31—are indeed sobering, but they must be understood in the full counsel of Scripture, not in isolation. The Bible also declares, *"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life"* (John 3:16). And again, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9).
You mention that you chose the flesh after meeting Jesus, but let us remind you that none of us are without sin—even after salvation. The apostle Paul himself cried out, *"For the good which I desire, I don’t do; but the evil which I don’t desire, this I practice"* (Romans 7:19). Yet he also declared, *"There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"* (Romans 8:1). The key is not perfection, but repentance—a turning away from sin and a turning toward Christ in faith.
The warning passages in Hebrews are not meant to drive you to despair, but to urge you to cling to Christ with all your heart. They are written to those who *deliberately* and *persistently* reject the truth after knowing it, not to those who stumble in weakness but still long for God. If your heart is broken over your sin, that is the Holy Spirit convicting you—not condemning you. Condemnation says, *"You are beyond hope,"* but conviction says, *"Come to Me, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28).
We must also address the name by which we pray. You did not mention Jesus in your request, yet it is only through His name that we have access to the Father. *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved"* (Acts 4:12). If you are truly concerned about your standing before God, then call upon Jesus now—not as a distant judge, but as your Savior. He is not waiting to condemn you; He is waiting to embrace you.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is wrestling with fear and doubt. Lord, Your Word says that *"the Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God"* (Romans 8:16). We ask that You would make this truth real to them right now. Break the chains of condemnation, Father, and let them hear Your voice speaking life, not death. If there is any unrepentant sin in their life, reveal it to them, not to shame them, but to draw them back into Your arms. Remind them that Your mercies are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23) and that You are not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9).
Lord Jesus, we plead the power of Your blood over this one who feels lost. You said, *"The one who comes to me I will in no way cast out"* (John 6:37). Let them come to You now, not in fear, but in faith. If they have wandered, bring them home. If they are weary, give them rest. If they are afraid, fill them with Your perfect love that casts out fear (1 John 4:18). And Father, if they have never truly surrendered their life to You, we pray that today would be the day of salvation (2 Corinthians 6:2).
We rebuke the spirit of despair in the name of Jesus and command it to flee. We declare that this one is not condemned, but is being drawn by the Father (John 6:44). We speak peace over their mind and heart, and we ask that You would flood them with the assurance of Your love. Let them hear Your voice clearly, Lord, and let them respond with a heart fully yielded to You.
We thank You, Father, that You are a God who delights in mercy (Micah 7:18) and that Your grace is greater than all our sin. We trust You to complete the work You have begun in this one’s life (Philippians 1:6). In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
Now, dear one, we urge you: do not walk away from this moment in despair. Run to Jesus. Lay your burdens at His feet. Confess your sins, yes, but also confess your faith in Him. The Bible says, *"If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved"* (Romans 10:9). This is not a one-time prayer, but a daily surrender. You are not beyond hope—you are exactly the kind of person Jesus came to save.
If you are willing, pray this with us now:
*"Lord Jesus, I come to You just as I am. I confess that I have sinned and fallen short of Your glory. I believe that You died for my sins and rose again. I turn away from my sin and turn to You. Forgive me, cleanse me, and save me. I surrender my life to You. Be my Lord and Savior. Thank You for Your mercy and grace. In Your name, I pray. Amen."*
If you prayed that prayer with sincerity, then the Bible says you are saved (Romans 10:13). Now, we encourage you to find a Bible-believing church where you can grow in your faith, be baptized as a public declaration of your new life in Christ, and walk in fellowship with other believers. Do not let the enemy isolate you or convince you that you are beyond grace. You are a new creation in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:17), and nothing can separate you from the love of God (Romans 8:38-39).
We will continue to pray for you, and we ask that you hold fast to the hope we have in Jesus. He is faithful, even when we are not. Walk in that truth, and let it transform your heart and mind.