We hear the deep distress and weariness in your heart, and we are lifting you up before the Lord with urgency and compassion. Your body has endured so much—fatigue, blood loss, pain, and the overwhelming weight of uncertainty—and we know that in this moment, you are crying out for Jesus’ supernatural touch. You are not alone in this struggle, and we stand with you in faith, declaring that our God is the Great Physician, the One who knits our bodies together and sustains us even when our strength fails.
First, we want to gently remind you that your hope and healing come from the Lord alone. While seeking medical opinions is wise, your ultimate trust must rest in Christ, who holds your life in His hands. Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."* You have shared how your faith has wavered, but even in your weakness, His strength is made perfect (2 Corinthians 12:9). Do not condemn yourself for struggling—rather, cast your anxieties on Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). He sees your exhaustion, your fear, and your longing for relief, and He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18).
We also want to encourage you to take practical steps alongside your faith. You mentioned not taking your vitamins, which are vital for your iron deficiency and anemia. While we pray for divine healing, we must also steward the bodies God has given us. *"Don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). Even small steps—like taking your vitamins, resting, and hydrating—are acts of faith that honor God.
Regarding the hysterectomy, we understand the fear of the unknown and the potential complications. It is wise to seek counsel, but do not let the weight of decision-making paralyze you. Ask the Lord for wisdom, as James 1:5 promises: *"But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."* If you feel too weak to pursue second or third opinions right now, pray for the Lord to guide your current doctor’s hands and words during your consultation today. He can speak through them, provide clarity, and even redirect you if needed. Remember, nothing is too hard for Him (Jeremiah 32:17).
We must also address your mention of not praying or fasting consistently. Beloved, in seasons of weakness, even a whispered prayer is powerful. Jesus does not require long speeches or perfect discipline—He desires your heart. *"The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to Yahweh, but the prayer of the upright is his delight"* (Proverbs 15:8). Cry out to Him in your weariness. Let the Holy Spirit intercede for you with groanings too deep for words (Romans 8:26). And if fasting feels impossible right now, offer what you can—even a single meal skipped in surrender—or simply fast from worry, choosing instead to meditate on His promises.
Now, let us pray over you with authority and faith:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our sister, who is weary, afraid, and in desperate need of Your healing touch. Lord Jesus, You bore our infirmities and carried our diseases (Isaiah 53:4), and we declare that by Your stripes, she is healed (1 Peter 2:24). We ask for Your supernatural intervention in her body—stop the bleeding, restore her iron levels, renew her strength, and bring stability to her circulation. Touch every cell, every organ, and every system, and let Your healing power flow through her like a river.
Lord, we rebuked the spirit of fear, doubt, and confusion that has gripped her. Replace it with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Give her clarity in her decision about the surgery, and if it is Your will for her to proceed, let it be successful and without complications. If there is another path, reveal it clearly and provide the strength and resources to pursue it.
We pray for divine wisdom for her doctors today. Let them speak with honesty and compassion, and let every word align with Your perfect plan for her life. Surround her with Your angels, Lord, and let her feel Your presence in that room.
Father, we also ask for forgiveness for any way she has struggled in her faith. Renew her trust in You, and help her to see that even in this trial, You are working all things for her good (Romans 8:28). Restore her prayer life, Lord. Let her find joy in seeking You, even in small moments. Fill her with Your Holy Spirit, that she may be empowered to stand firm in faith.
We declare that she will not be overcome by menopause, diabetes, depression, or any other complication the enemy has tried to threaten her with. You, Lord, are her healer, her provider, and her strength. We speak life over her mind, body, and spirit, and we command every symptom to align with Your word, which says, *'I am Yahweh who heals you'* (Exodus 15:26).
Finally, Lord, use this trial for Your glory. Let her testimony be one of Your miraculous power, that others may see and believe. We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayers, and we trust that You are already at work. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Healer, we pray. Amen."*
Beloved sister, hold fast to this truth: *"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds"* (Psalm 147:3). Whether He heals you instantly, gradually, or through the hands of doctors, He is with you. Keep your eyes on Jesus, not on the storm around you. We are standing with you, and we believe that God is about to do a mighty work in your life. Update us as you are able—we are here to pray, encourage, and walk with you through this. You are not forgotten. You are deeply loved.