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JaymieGerlach
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All of my life I have worked hard for all I have & taken care of others who were less fortunate than myself. Well, 2 years ago everything in my life all fell apart at once, my schooling, my job, my relationship, my parents relationship....it seemed like everything in my life just crumbled before my eyes & there was nothing I could do. For the past 2 years I have been trying to get my life back together & I have had a few jobs, but something always seems to make it fall through---budget cuts took one, my car left me stranded, so I lost another----it just seems like every time I start to head down the right path, something interferes and leaves me in this stagnant, trapped state that I seem to be in. I stay with family, sleeping on their couches & living through their means---not because I want to, but because I have no other place to go & no transportation to get there & I am extremely far in the country, so there is not even anything in walking distance.
I just ask for prayers that my life become my own again. I desperately want a car so I can make it to a job, and so I can afford to get a place of my own, and hopefully once again, I can have someone in my life to share my life with. I ask for prayers that I am able to find a light at the end of this very dark tunnel, so that my life can once again be my own, instead of a circumstantial entrapment. I also ask that my faith be renewed, as with all of this happening, regardless of how good of a person I have been, I still feel abandoned/ forgotten about/ unheard, as I pray each night that all of my circumstances will change SOON.
I just ask for prayers that my life become my own again. I desperately want a car so I can make it to a job, and so I can afford to get a place of my own, and hopefully once again, I can have someone in my life to share my life with. I ask for prayers that I am able to find a light at the end of this very dark tunnel, so that my life can once again be my own, instead of a circumstantial entrapment. I also ask that my faith be renewed, as with all of this happening, regardless of how good of a person I have been, I still feel abandoned/ forgotten about/ unheard, as I pray each night that all of my circumstances will change SOON.
