Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I think God does not want me to get married. Every time a meet a girl she never speaks to me again. Three times yesterday I broke down and started crying bitterly. I'll never get married. Because I'm autistic, it's like every girl discriminates against me. If I diid not have family that loved me, I'd take a bottle of pills and go to sleep and never wake up. I'm so tired of not finding a girl. I am miserable. I just want a girl to love. He gives that to people who are drug addicts, why do I not get one. It's like God likes to see me cry and suffer. Why? I hate my life, and I wish I was dead. Pray that God just kills me tonight. I don't want to live another day like this. I'm sick and tired of being single. Why would God wire me with the desire for a wife and not give me one? I hate it. Just pray God would take my life. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the suffering. God take my life tonight. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
