Anonymous
Beloved of All
I’ve been catching hell non stop. I was out just driving, listening to jams. Ofc I saw a black cat before it happened. At that point, I don’t even care… I’m used to them now. I was pulled over by a police officer, yes I said crappy things and resisted arrest because I was upset about my car getting towed just because I forgot to turn on my headlights. The police aggressively grabbed my neck and bashed me against my car, putting a knot on my head. We said crappy things to each other, but I worked hard, stressed, and made sacrifices for years to pay my car off. I don’t even know if I’m going to get it back or not because I’m jobless and the impound has an everyday storage fee.
It’s like I can’t get a break; I am truly tired & my strength is getting weak. It’s like the closer I get to God the worse my life gets. I was enjoying the feeling of not having anything else to pay, but now I have charges to pay & little hope of getting my car back. I haven’t had any sleep… I’m just over everything. I give up.
It’s like I can’t get a break; I am truly tired & my strength is getting weak. It’s like the closer I get to God the worse my life gets. I was enjoying the feeling of not having anything else to pay, but now I have charges to pay & little hope of getting my car back. I haven’t had any sleep… I’m just over everything. I give up.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.