Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
It is impossible to explain but my mental health illness means I can't read the Bible or listen to audio versions. It's not just the Bible. I can't read anything, watch television, or listen to music.
My physical health is much worse with so much pain and digestive problems. This affects my mental health as well, but the mental illness affects me physically, so it is a vicious cycle. Lack of sleep and horrible vivid dreams, due to medication, don't help.
I have brought this before God and He knows I REALLY want to spend time in His word. As it is, I can just recall some scriptures I have memorized. I still worry that it is a sin?
Father God, it breaks my heart that I can't read the Bible because of the unbearable mental illness which torments me every single second and causes such distress. I also miss listening to worship music and songs. Please Abba Father, cast out my fear in your perfect love and give me the spirit of power and of love and a sound mind. You are the Lord who heals ALL our diseases, so I ask to be healed in the name of Jesus by whose stripes we are healed and by whose blood we are cleansed. I also ask this for all my brothers and sisters in Christ who are suffering and crying out to you for healing, including my sister ###. Amen
My physical health is much worse with so much pain and digestive problems. This affects my mental health as well, but the mental illness affects me physically, so it is a vicious cycle. Lack of sleep and horrible vivid dreams, due to medication, don't help.
I have brought this before God and He knows I REALLY want to spend time in His word. As it is, I can just recall some scriptures I have memorized. I still worry that it is a sin?
Father God, it breaks my heart that I can't read the Bible because of the unbearable mental illness which torments me every single second and causes such distress. I also miss listening to worship music and songs. Please Abba Father, cast out my fear in your perfect love and give me the spirit of power and of love and a sound mind. You are the Lord who heals ALL our diseases, so I ask to be healed in the name of Jesus by whose stripes we are healed and by whose blood we are cleansed. I also ask this for all my brothers and sisters in Christ who are suffering and crying out to you for healing, including my sister ###. Amen

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.