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Cindy Murray
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I need prayer for my two children to keep them safe and to love God and to be happy.I pray for my family to be happy. I usually do not pray for myself, but I would like to if it is possible for me to lose weight and feel better about myself I have hated myself all all my life. I can't go out with my husband because I am ashamed of myself. All is vanity this is true but it seems in this world today that how you look is very important. Every man I have ever been with has never thought I was pretty but they sure did find every other woman pretty. I would just like to feel wanted for once in my life and I would also pray for a doctor for my constant pain you see I use to take care of the sick and I loved it i simply loved it. But, due to back injuries and hip injuries and depression I had to stop.I would just really like to know what it feels like to be accepted and wanted. My husband is perfect and he does not know how it feels to be me and I can't make him understand how it feels to completely hate yourself like I do. I love him But he is tired of me and I don't want him to be. So i figure if I could be like everyone else and be pretty and slim maybe he would want me. I stress this to God every day and night Please if he would to spare my children any sufferings like I have been through this I would die for. My children cannot be like me I want them so happy they can't quit smiling. I want my husband happy and I want my family my mother and father happy. But, please please dear Lord protect my kids from all that I have been through.I pray for my husband's mom she just had surgery. I pray for the physical pain my parents and granmother are in. I pray for my brother. Please Please let my husband be happy and most of all my kids even if I am never happy or have peace again Please dear God please alwaysremember my children. I pray for the sick and needy and the grieving and the homeless and every one in need please let them have hope. In Jesus's name I pray AMEN thank you
