Calling Out

[Hungry4love357]

I feel like people at my church hate me.  I don't know why, and I know it's not true, but I just don't get it.  I always feel like people are staring at me, and talking about me behind my back.  But that's just one concern.  I know it's just my overactive imagination.  But I just don't feel welcome at my church, and I  feel like people are too busy to be nice to each-other.  I ask God to send someone I could talk to my way, and everyone just kinda walked by me, and one person did walk up and talk to me after a bit, but then I did not feel comfortable talking about my feelings, and closed up.  I would have talked to my parents if they did not seem so cold about my feelings.  I talked to God for awhile in my head.  I wanted to tell someone how I felt about the girl I liked not calling me or talking to me, and I could not find anyone I felt comfortable talking about it with, and I just kept it in, and it was tearing me up.  I got so upset that at one point I contemplated suicide. The cold truth is that the girl stopped talking to me and I am the only person who cares about it.  I wanted to tell someone and have them help me sort out my feeling about it, but I could not find anyone who cared about me balling my eyes out.  I don't talk to people because they don't want to help, they have their own problems and I'm just throwing a pity me party.  No one cares that the pain is very real to me and happening now, and I'm calling for help, it's just me, throwing a pity me party.  I feel like I'm not allowed to cry, or have feelings, or be human.  I feel like if I do that people will just say I'm wallowing in self-pity.  So I keep my mouth shut, even when I'm hurting.  I talk to God, but that's about it.  I feel like if I say it to anyone else I'm just burdening them, or bringing them down, so I just keep it to myself.  I need help.  Just pray God will love me, and hold me, because right now, I feel like no one else will.

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[Powers]

God bless you. I prayed for this and you. The Body of Christ, community, is very important for our health and the Church. Jesus, Himself, had an inner circle of Peter, James and John as his closest friends. Let us pray you find Christ follower friends art church OR in a support group. (There are any support groups, Google it) Please pray for true Christian, Christ followers for friends.. Your life will positively change!


Psalm 133:1 “Behold, how good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell in unity!”

 

[Isabelle11]

Praying for your request

We care ! People here listen to you and pray for you

You are allowed to cry, to have feelings, to be human

You also are allowed to accept yourself, to appreciate and love yourself just as you are !

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

Have you tried talking to your preacher? I am sure that they would show you and tell you that you are loved and accepted at your church

 

[suja]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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