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mom1225
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I am taking responsibility for committing the sin of adultery. It was not just a one time thing, but a long complicated mess of two reprobate minds. Now it is all out in the open. My husband does not know yet if God wants him to stay married to me or divorce me. I am doing my best to take my full responsibility. I am not denying anything, I am not making excuses. I have completely repented, I am in therapy and go to support groups. Tonight fo rthe first time I have briefly touched on the peace that God is going to be there no matter what my husband decides.
He is going through all of the stages of grief to the highest degree. I have caused severe trauma!!!
I knw i want restoration of the marriage and healing. But I am trying desperately to lean on God and let whatever be His will. I am very scared, embarrassed and ashamed. Please pray for God to show up and bring restoration, and redemption. Pray I can walk in peace until my husband decides. Anything i say or do is looked at with disdain and scrutiny no matter how sincere I am trying to be.
We need God to intervene.
Thank you
He is going through all of the stages of grief to the highest degree. I have caused severe trauma!!!
I knw i want restoration of the marriage and healing. But I am trying desperately to lean on God and let whatever be His will. I am very scared, embarrassed and ashamed. Please pray for God to show up and bring restoration, and redemption. Pray I can walk in peace until my husband decides. Anything i say or do is looked at with disdain and scrutiny no matter how sincere I am trying to be.
We need God to intervene.
Thank you
