Dear Strawberri82
Rest assure that God is with you and hears your prayers. Know that God is carrying you in His arms holdind you close to heart. He wants you to trust Him. He wants you to know that the plans He has for you are good, plans to prosper, give you hope in your future. As you await God's response,allow God to satisfy your heart with His love, joy and peace.God will answer you and who you great and mighty think of which you do not know. You have to trust Him. Pray to Him..from your mouth and your heart. He will answer you. I send and pray this prayer with you:
Jesus Help me. In every need let me come to you with a humble trust saying, Jesus help me. In all my doubts, perplexities and temptations, Jesus help me. In hours of loneliness, weariness and trials, Jesus help me. In failure of my plans and hopes, in disappointments, troubles and sorrows, Jesus help me. When others fail me and your grace alone can assist me, Jesus help me. When I throw myself on your tender love, as my Lord and Savior, Jesus help me. When my heart is cast down by failure at seeing no good coming from my efforts, Jesus help me. When I am ill and my head and hands cannot work and I am lonely, Jesus help me. Always, Always, in spite of weariness, falls and shortcomings of every kind, Jesus help me and never forsake me. Almighty Lord, before you I come with all my faith, begging you for comfort in my difficulties. Do not forsake me, My Lord. Open your doors, that your almighty arms will open and close as you design to give that tranquility that I so desire. Oh my God! Receive my supplication from a wounded heart that is always fighting for me with your Divine power. Never let me scramble for want of help. Almighty Lord, assist me to find shelter in your celestial bounty forever. Amen.