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NIcole
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Please pray for me. I have been standing in faith that God is restoring my relationship with John. There has been so many clear signs that this is God's will for my life & that He is at work. Tomorrow John & I will have been separated for three months. I have been hopeful but I'm feeling discouraged & even though I can't imagine giving up, I feel like maybe I need to. I don't know what to do?? My heart is so broken. I continue to pray through scripture & believe through faith things are going to change but I don't see much happening. I have been positive that God wants to restore & reconcile John & I and that God is opening our hearts to each other but nothing seems to be changing. I am not perfect and I make plenty of mistakes but I really felt that God wanted this for my life. I feel guilty for being down and I feel guilty for feeling sad, like I'm feeling sorry for myself. I'm afraid that God is going to just delay my blessings because of the times I get discouraged. Should I give up on this dream that means everything to me?...
