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Everyday I should remind myself:
The man that came into my life.... how he was just my type and how he felt the same way and treated me like a woman, showed sincerity in me and he felt like a part of my body. He felt like what was missing from me even though everything else was. How I miss his smile and miss him talking to me but it was so awkward him being higher than me in authority. I think he knew that too so he tried to deal with me in a bizarre way by ignoring me and avoiding me, cancelling on me and I never understood why, still not sure if this is the case but hey it showed feelings of love.
I made silly mistakes and it feels like I am abusing myself each day because of it. It feels like I am not looking after myself although I cannot understand why I behave like this, I feel like I am so to blame for the whole situation. He kept speaking in present tense and blaming me for it not going to work out. He hurts so easily God. I am so sorry I know you forgive me, how can I forgive myself though most importantly Holy Spirit speak to him that he forgives me. Remind him of the face he fell in love with , remind him of the good in me, remind him to come after me and remind him to look after me and I will do the same for him. Let him believe it will work out. Make us meet again. In Jesus name for you surely want to put us together if we both felt the same way and that I want to make it work and know I can as well as love being hard to find, you don't want to separate us. Don't lead me into temptation and testing, don't let me lose him to another woman or anything else ever!! Especially in the mean time we are not together. Amen
The man that came into my life.... how he was just my type and how he felt the same way and treated me like a woman, showed sincerity in me and he felt like a part of my body. He felt like what was missing from me even though everything else was. How I miss his smile and miss him talking to me but it was so awkward him being higher than me in authority. I think he knew that too so he tried to deal with me in a bizarre way by ignoring me and avoiding me, cancelling on me and I never understood why, still not sure if this is the case but hey it showed feelings of love.
I made silly mistakes and it feels like I am abusing myself each day because of it. It feels like I am not looking after myself although I cannot understand why I behave like this, I feel like I am so to blame for the whole situation. He kept speaking in present tense and blaming me for it not going to work out. He hurts so easily God. I am so sorry I know you forgive me, how can I forgive myself though most importantly Holy Spirit speak to him that he forgives me. Remind him of the face he fell in love with , remind him of the good in me, remind him to come after me and remind him to look after me and I will do the same for him. Let him believe it will work out. Make us meet again. In Jesus name for you surely want to put us together if we both felt the same way and that I want to make it work and know I can as well as love being hard to find, you don't want to separate us. Don't lead me into temptation and testing, don't let me lose him to another woman or anything else ever!! Especially in the mean time we are not together. Amen
