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Heidi
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Heavenly Father, thank you for everything that you do for me,, even when i dont see. Lord, Brian came home from NY today, home from his business trip. Hes filed for divorce. Hes living in the spare room. Lord, I ask that you help me with the nervousness I have being around him. I don't know how to act, what to say, how to feel. We live in silence.. The silence is the worse part on me lord. Our 24th wedding anniversary is on Monday. Lord, I ask that your there with me that day, more then ever before. Its goin to be a tough one. Its already breaking my heart. Brian still hasn't told me when i'm goin to get served the divorce papers. Lord,, please don't let it be Monday that i get served. I know your working with Brian. Please don't let him be that cruel. Lord, I continue to pray to save my marriage. Brian believes he has messed up so bad,, that we could never get love back. Lord, I know its possible to get our love back, and back to a love we have never known. I lay brian at your feet. I know you will work your miricles. Its just going to be a rough couple days. I ask that you fill me with the holy spirit to get through this. I stand for this marriage, Lord,, you know my heart. You know Brian, I pray that Brian can open up and communicate. Lord, I am blessed with so much. I want to be blessed with my renewed marriage. My new Brian, I know through you everything is possible. In Jesus Name,, Amen