Breakdown

[Hungry4love357]

To day I had a mantal breakdown.  With that girl never contacting me, and all, the anxiety was already there.  I decided to go back to my singles class and give it another shot.  I saw a girl in their that I had a crush on for a while, and still do.  I was going to ask her out but I chicken out every time.  I got mad at myself, then I saw her talking to another guy, and though just for get it.  I don't have a chance with her.  People tell me that I should be more confident, but how can I be confident that I can get a girl to go out with me, when I keep messing it up.  I've tried reading my Bible.  Doing my homework, praying, doing other things to get my mind off of it, but I keep coming back to the should haves and could haves.  I cried bitterly most of the day.  I guess all I really want is a good friend to go do things like dancing and bowling and stuff like that, but every time I think I have found one, things go wrong.  My parents keep saying thats what I have them for, until I find her, but every time I ask them to go somewhere or do something, thier too tired, or don't have time, or are to busy, fill in the blank, they cannot do it.  I would be a lot happier if I had a a steady good friend to pray with me, and who would care enough to try and be there if he or she had the time.  I know God is a good friend to talk to, but I need someone to help me right now in keeping my faith because I'm stuggling.  I don't know how to ask God for a special friend.  I don't know how to strengthen my faith.  I'm in a fragile state and my dad seems to think that if I don't need any help to grow my faith, I'm just supposed to do it on my own.  I don't get that logic.  If we could do things on our own then why did would you need friends.  Why would we need wives, brothers, sisters, hy would we need God?  God knows we cannot do it on our own, and I wish I could make my dad see things though my eyes.  Just for one momement.  Then maybe he would not be so harsh on me.  Please God make my parents understand, please make them see my pain.  Let them see things the way I see them just for a day, so they would know how to help, and not be angry with me.  God Send me a special friend, to go dancing with and to love me and enocourage me where my parents are not.  I don't know how to tell my parents whats going on, nore can I make them understand.  I need someone who has been though what I have so we can encourage eachother.  Please God, I need your help.  Your the only one that can make things right here.  Please God send someone who will love me.

 

[JimC]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Keety]

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. -Ephesians 3:16-19

May the Lord bless you and keep you and make His face to shine upon you.

In Jesus name, amen.

 

[fabianheiko]

May God help you in what you are praying for. Amen

 

[Inquisitive angel HYS]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

Be Encouraged! Somebody, Somewhere, has prayed for you and over your prayer request. Let's Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, please grant me the desires of my heart that are consistent with Your perfect will for my life and all those involve. Amen, so be it. ~♡♡♡~ Child of God please remember...All things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). ~♡♡♡~ A Prayer Of Protection For You: https://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/183/entry-17535-prayer-of-protection/

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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