Anonymous
Beloved of All
I really do believe someone has put a curse on me. I have felt that this has happened for a long time now for many reasons. Please, I've questioned and questioned so many times over and over and tried no matter what I do or how hard I try, nothing changed. This is in every way of trying to just live a normal life. So hard to explain, but I certainly know the difference and I know something really is not right. Please, I know you're so much closer to God than I could ever be. What has been my final and more so strongest certainty is that I have been cursed because I've been into a church three times this year for a blessing and when I've walked out from the church, oh my god, the feeling of fear and anxiety just seems to lift. Even being able to do as simple as a daily shopping routine. Honestly, as strange and as crazy as that, then a few days later back to not even living a normality like that. It's deep. Please, don't think I'm crazy. May God never hear any of my prayers again. Hard to explain, but sometimes really isn't right. Please, and I know this may seem like mental health, it's not. Please believe me, but it was just the easiest example of many to try to explain. Please can you help me see to it?