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Mary
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I was put on medication for sleep over a year ago. I was a fully functioning Christian mom. That med led to another because of bad effects, to another because of bad effects to withdrawal from everything to horrific withdrawal (over 20 physical, mental and neurological effects) and afterward I had akathisia (which is literally hell on earth). After all of that, was put back on another med to keep myself from jumping off a bridge and now my brain is so fried it's as if I have alzheimer's. I can do very little and my thoughts are so weird. Now trying to get off of this medication I feel like Nebuchednazzar when he was made a mad man who acted like an animal. So hard to hold on to any hope when you feel like half your brain is gone. I have a wonderful daughter and husband who have lost their mom and wife--my friends don't understand and I have no one to talk to all day long. I can't work so we have nothing, though God keeps providing. But HE IS STRONGER. HE IS ABLE. I love you Lord with my whole heart--my brain just isn't cooperating!!
PLEASE DON'T TAKE MEDICATIONS THAT AFFECT THE BRAIN UNLESS YOU ABSOLUTELY KNOW THAT YOU WILL DIE WITHOUT THEM. It's now my mission to share that word. My brain has literally been changed.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!
PLEASE DON'T TAKE MEDICATIONS THAT AFFECT THE BRAIN UNLESS YOU ABSOLUTELY KNOW THAT YOU WILL DIE WITHOUT THEM. It's now my mission to share that word. My brain has literally been changed.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!
