We join with you in prayer and thank God that you are looking to Him for hope, for a future, for a godly marriage and for provision for you, your mother, your three children and even your pets. We hear your desire for a Boaz, a man after God's own heart like the Boaz in the book of Ruth who was a man of integrity, kindness and protection for Ruth, and we pray with you that if it is God's will He would bring a godly husband into your life. We believe in the sanctity of marriage as a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman as outlined in the Bible, and we want to encourage you to see this desire not as a search for a partner or a boyfriend but as courtship with the goal of marriage to another Christian believer. The Word says Marriage is honorable in all, and the bed undefiled, but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers Hebrews 13:4 and Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity 2 Corinthians 6:14. So we pray that any relationship you enter would be centered on Christ, pursuing purity and holiness, and that you would not enter into living together or sexual intimacy before marriage, for that is fornication before God, but would wait for the covenant of marriage Ephesians 5:3. A weekly coffee date in a public place like a kitchen or coffee shop with wise boundaries and accountability is a good and modest way to get to know a godly man.
We also want to lovingly address some things in your request that need biblical correction. You mention the blood of Jesus for miracles and happiness and we rejoice that you know there is power in Jesus, for it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6 and There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. The blood of Jesus is not a formula or incantation for luck or to get material things, but the precious atonement that redeems us from sin and from every curse, for Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us Galatians 3:13. In Christ there is no jealousy curse remaining over you, your mother, your children or your household, and we do not need to fear superstition about luck, good luck or bad luck, for every good gift comes from the Father and not from chance James 1:17.
We also hear your heart for many material desires, a place near the beach in LA, a business with eyelash extensions, a grant, a Porsche, cruises, gift cards, deals on clothing, red lipstick and microblading. God does care about our needs and He promises My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:19, and to Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart Psalm 37:4. Yet we are called to contentment and stewardship, not to seek after luck, gambling or winning through games of chance, for the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil 1 Timothy 6:10 and Keep your life free from the love of money, and be content with what you have Hebrews 13:5. We encourage you to pursue your kingdom mindset business with honesty, diligence and service to others, trusting God to provide through work rather than through luck or winnings, and to remember that charm is deceitful and beauty is vain but a woman who fears Yahweh shall be praised Proverbs 31:30 and that your beauty should not be outward braiding of hair or wearing of fine clothing but the hidden person of the heart with the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit 1 Peter 3:3-4. This does not mean you cannot look nice, but that your worth is in Christ first.
We also want to pray about the vape and the fear you expressed about neighbors wanting you dead and being killed in secret with no help. Your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God. You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's 1 Corinthians 6:19-20. If vaping has become a dependence or a source of happiness, we encourage you to seek true joy and peace in Christ and to ask God for strength to care for the body He gave you. And for the fear and anxiety you feel, God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7 and we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose Romans 8:28.
We pray together now.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ Your Son. We thank You for this dear sister, her mother, her three children and her pets. We ask that You cover them with Your protection and peace and remove all fear, anxiety and any thought that she is hated or hunted, for You are her refuge and fortress Psalm 91:2. We break any lie of a curse and declare that she is blessed with every spiritual blessing in Christ Ephesians 1:3. We ask that You would provide a safe and stable place to stay according to Your will, and give wisdom and favor for her business, that it would be done with integrity and be a light for Your kingdom. If it is Your will, bring a godly Boaz into her life, a man who loves You, who will lead well and love her as Christ loves the church, and help her to walk in purity and patience as she waits on You Jeremiah 29:11. Deliver her from any dependence that harms her body and fill her with Your joy that no substance or possession can give. Teach her contentment and trust in Your provision rather than luck or winnings, and let her voice and life bring glory to You. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus, amen.