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marie
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please pray for me, i struggled most of my life with depression due to abuse as a child but i just learn i'm bipolar. cant take meds because cant focus. thoughts of death with me always--its stronger around hoildays....can keep it at bay now that i know that the cause is a chemical imbalance something which i was born with. difficulty for me is i continue to trust people who have shown to be lacking in real morals values. i find it harder to deal with then anything else. please pray for me.....that god take away my trusting nature so i can't be hurt anymore. tired of being let down by those around me with the me first attitude, those who lie to try to harm others to get what they have, the put downs, insults. i see too much negative, tried of trying to get people to change, to reach out and give to those in need. it hurts too much....please pray for me
