Bertha Hernandez
Humble Prayer Partner
[SIZE=12pt] I live in Texas and I am a grandma to a beautiful Baby boy of one yr old and his sister of 6 I am in the process of adopting. Parents were in a stronghold of meth and incarceration. I work and care for these babies. I love them and it’s not easy starting over again. I live with a man that provides us with a home and some necessities such as household but that’s all he doesn’t demonstrate real love and support He’s rarely here and i get no support from him I do everything in caring for these babies i work clean wash care for the babies cook run errands and end my day very exhausted and stressed I think he just wants someone to lay next to him make noise when he gets home so he won’t be lonely he’s so selfish and we are alone all the time we eat alone without him because he don’t come in till late after his activities we don’t ever go out as a family this relationship is not normal people ask me why I’m here but it’s not easy with two babies to just get up and go. I have my moments when I cry and I ask God to lead me to bless me. I have a small home in NM but it’s too small for all of us. My desire is for God to bless me with a pretty 3 bedroom home for us so we can leave this miserable place. I work and all I ask is for God to bless me with this Home to be closer to my family where we belong and where I can provide a loving environment for these babies. We live out in the country here with no social life and loneliness. I want out but I don’t know if God has me here for a reason. I have been in this relation for 4 yrs now and before the babies came along I was a very lonely lady and when I saved enough to get out, this situation with the babies arises and in order for me to get them I have to show stability so I needed to stay here till the adoption is final. And that will be within two months. With caring for these babies I haven’t been able to save and I fear having to live here much longer, stuck in this misery I barely make ends meet with my job and paying daycare. My little house brings me a little money from rent but enough to provide groceries. Please pray for this little family. That is all I ask.[/SIZE]