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Hello and thank you for taking my request. About 30 yrs ago I was in a situation that lasted 6 yrs. I was involved in premarital sex at the time and was very wrong for doing so. I have since rejected that life and I'm a Christian. Just the thought that I involved myself with that person makes me sick to my stomach and was the biggest mistake I've made in my life. I ended that situation about 25 years ago and gladly haven't seen this person. Then in August of 2010, out of the blue, he showed up at my doorstep (not sure how he knew my new address). I was cordial and after a few moments, I ended the conversation. About 2 wks later, he came by again and I had the door cracked as he said he came by to tell me he lost his son. I said, "sorry for your loss" and immediately closed the door. A week later, he came by again as I was sitting on my porch. I immediately felt a frightening sense of death and blackness and ugliness around me when I saw it was him. I stood up and in a very angry voice said, "WHAT DO YOU WANT?" He continued up the stairs and said, "I just want to talk to you." I said, "well, I don't want to talk to you. Don't ever approach me again as long as you live!" He backed up and said, "was it something I said?" I ignored him and continued working on my laptop. He got in his car and left, screeching off. That was 2 years ago. Then, 6 wks ago, I walk outside of my new apt (in the same apt bldg, just down at the other end) and there he is in a car, staring up at my new apt. I immediately call the police and told them that he's stalking me and gave them the license plate on the vehicle. I was nervous, but hadn't seen him since then. Then 2 nights ago, at 2 a.m., there's a loud knock on my door. I looked thru the peephole and saw it was him and called my manager. I knew calling the police would be futile because he'd probably be gone by the time they arrived. I saw him walk thru the parking lot and down the street to his car, which was parked about a block away. I was very frightened, especially since it was so early in the morning. Then this morning, I woke up and noticed that 2 (45 lb each) weights were missing. They've been sitting on my porch for months, but are now gone. My pumps, which were not worn by me, but I had them haphazardly on the porch, was now all of a sudden placed very nicely together side by side on my porch and the heavy weights were gone. I'm hoping to be able to leave my town and be near my sisters in another state within the next few weeks, but financially I'm unable to leave at the moment and I'm very frightened and I also have hatred in my heart towards this person and I know as a Christian, I shouldn't feel that way. Please please please pray for my safety and that the Lord will allow me to leave town before this dangerously disturbed person gets a chance to harm me. I'm a very prayerful and peaceful person and I only want peace in my life. My managers will accompany me to the police station in the morning (05/20/12).
Thank you so much for your prayers and God Bless you all.
Thank you so much for your prayers and God Bless you all.
