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mwilson61
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Dear Lord, I have spent the most part of the day crying today. Today started off with a prayer to you. I had made a promise to you to praise you, thank you, pray to you, and love you. I have been trying to do this daily and I have been putting all my faith and love in you. What I dont understand is why is it the days I dont pray everything that I have been praying for seems to be falling into place. And then as soon as I pray, everything seems to go out the window. I have sincerely asked you for forgiveness of my sins and for you to never leave my side. But as soon as it all seems so close, you take it all away again. Me and the father of my youngest 2 children have been split up coming on close to a year. I continually beg and plead of you to make it your will to reunite us. we make such good head way, and then I pray to you to make this your will, and reach out to him as I do you. I ask you to remove all obsitcles.You take all my hope away. And today I begged you to make this the day we reconcile, just the opposite happened, nothing but arguing for hours. I have to be honest, so many people around me have betrayed me, and now I feel very betrayed and losing all hope in You myDear Lord as well. I dont understand so please make me understand or I give. I will always love you my lord, but how can I continue to pray and this happen. How can you keep letting me your child down. In Jesus name I pray..Amen!
