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andi323
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I am praying for God to somehow let me know Ben is ok. I don't have a clear reason to think he's not, but since we're not in touch right now, I just worry. He doesn't always make safe choices. I just would like the reassurance in my heart that he is ok. I'm beginning to really try to pray for him again. I get seriously attacked emotionally and spiritually when I pray for his salvation. But I know I'm the only one in his life who prays for him. If I don't, no one will. I just need discernment so I can recognize the attacks of the enemy, he disguises them so well I sometimes think it's God telling me to stop praying for Ben. Or he makes me feel so utterly powerless to pray, ridicules my prayers, tells me my prayers make no difference whatsoever. Tells me to stop praying, to "rest", to think about myself and my kids instead of worrying about someone who has hurt me so badly. I know this does not come from God, but when I'm hurt and tired I find myself just giving up, not praying for him.
Pls help me lift him up in prayer. Satan is fighting hard for him. But he is God's child, he just doesn't realize it yet. I ask God to be calling his name, because once God begins calling your name He does not stop until you hear Him, until you are His.
Please, Lord, keep calling Ben's name.
Pls help me lift him up in prayer. Satan is fighting hard for him. But he is God's child, he just doesn't realize it yet. I ask God to be calling his name, because once God begins calling your name He does not stop until you hear Him, until you are His.
Please, Lord, keep calling Ben's name.
