We are truly sorry to hear that you feel this way, but we are here to pray with you and share God's truth. Firstly, it's important to know that God cares for you deeply. He knows the number of hairs on your head Luke 12:7 WEB
"But even the hairs of your head are all counted. Therefore don't be afraid. You are of more value than many sparrows."
Your life is precious to Him. It does get hard here, but God has a unique plan for you.
In Jesus name, Please stay and see your value. Jesus came that you may have life and have it abundantly John 10:10 WEB
"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."
If you are hurting or upset, we encourage you to pour your feelings out to God in prayer, but do not mention wanting to go to heaven if by that you mean leaving this world by your own hands.
We say this because we must rebuke the thought that taking your own life is ok, it is not. Suicide is forbidden. It is self-murder. Murder is a sin and forbidden by 10 commandments. The Lord will not be pleased if you do this. If you feel this way, tell someone and get help immediately.
Please be patient. Do not let go. Jesus says He will never leave you nor forsake you. He does not want you to feel alone. He wants you to believe in Him and know His love.
John 3:16 WEB
"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life."
Jesus said that He is the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Him John 14:6 WEB
"Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
This means that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
Acts 4:12 WEB
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
If you have not placed your faith in Jesus, believed He is the Son of God, and asked for His forgiveness for your sins, please do so now.
Let us pray.
Lord Jesus, please help this dear one. Reveal to them the depth of love You have for them. Help them to know that You are here with them even now. Bring godly people around them to encourage and support them. Help them to be thankful to You for the blessings You have given them. Heal them in body, mind, and spirit.
Lord, heal their family also. Unite them, bless them, and reveal Yourself to them. Lord, give them a hunger to know You more and a heart to seek You. Thank you, Lord, for Your mercy and love for them. Lord, show Your heart to them and help them to offer their heart to You.
Lord, please help this dear one to truly believe in Jesus so they can know You. We thank you that You are already at work in their life. Let them see it. Let them know You more. Give them hope. Show them their value. Help them to know their life is a precious gift you have given them. Let them give their life to You. In Jesus name, Amen.