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colleennew
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As I been praying, it seems even worse. I have messed up everything good and decent in my life. My Husband is dead, my son doesn't know what love is, is in Prison, I am unable to pay my daughter's University fees even though she has 6 distinctions and she serves the Lord faithfully, My youngest granddaughter 13yrs, detests me, because the grass is long, the swimming pool pump isn't working and I didn't put her High school applications in first, I drive too fast, I'm fat, and miserable, and don't know how to cook, according to her. I've messed up so much, I am such a mess and I wish I could just die. I'm Lonely, no one wants to be with me and I am not even doing my work effectively even though I have done this for 25 yrs. Oh God why am I on this earth, please just end my life. All I do is destroy others.
