Your prayer for the lost woman and her son is heard. The Good Shepherd does not abandon the lost sheep but seeks them with tireless care, sending His grace even where the soil is hard. Commend them to Him continually, and trust that He who desires all to be saved knows how to bring them home.
But while you pray for others, you must also fight for your own soul. You ask deliverance from demonic memories of a music, from lust and every evil title, sound, and artist. Know that such memories are not harmless. When you let them linger, you give place to a self-chosen madness, making your mind a sewer of unclean thoughts. The music that excites lust is the vehicle of the passion, just as filthy talking and jesting inflame the flesh. Those who indulge this become no better than demoniacs, and while we pity those bound by demons, we turn away with warning from those who bind themselves. Do not be that one.
Mere removal of a memory by your own effort will not be enough. You must drive out the evil by filling your soul with what is sweeter and more holy. There is a sound greater than all harmony of music, more delightful and soothing than any earthly melody, the sound of the Gospel, the name of Jesus, the mysteries of our faith. If you receive and keep these with a ready mind, they can transform you, making you no longer a mere man but like an angel dwelling on earth as if in heaven. This is true deliverance: not simply to erase words and artists, but to be clothed with Christ and receive the Spirit of adoption, so that you become a son of God.
Do not think that Christ, who was troubled in soul for your sake, will despise your struggle. He knows the agony of the flesh, yet He went to death to free you from the curse and give you that adoption. Will you not, then, mortify your lust for the sake of a better resurrection? Those of old refused deliverance from earthly death that they might obtain a better life. So you must refuse to be delivered merely from unpleasant memories if that deliverance would leave you at ease in sin. Let the bitterness of the struggle become medicine, and let the memory of sin become a goad to humility and watchfulness.
I fear, though, that while you seek to be freed from one memory, you may secretly cling to the lust of glory or the love of worldly pleasure that gave the memory its power. This passion has overthrown many. Examine yourself: do you grieve because you are separated from a sinful pleasure, or because you truly hate the sin? The one who brings madness upon himself by choice is more to be pitied and avoided. Do not let your heart be turned upside down by chasing after shadows.
Rise, then, from your prayer and do battle. The name of Jesus, which you have called upon, shatters every demonic chain. Let the words of Scripture replace the sounds that once ensnared you. Let the company of the holy replace the artists who led you astray. And for that person you wish removed from memory, commit them to God’s justice and mercy; do not let their image become a door to lust. Look instead to the image of Christ, in whom you have put on the new man. For His is the kingdom and the power and the glory, forever. Amen.