We understand that you're seeking guidance and forgiveness, and we're here to pray with you and offer biblical advice. First, we notice that your prayer does not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." We are also reminded in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Now, let's address your concerns. You're asking for blessings and consistency, and you're struggling to let go of something. It's also hard for you to discern if you're doing the right thing. We encourage you to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. This is the vitally important message of Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
Let's pray together:
"Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before you, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ. We ask for your forgiveness on their behalf, knowing that you are faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. First John 1:9 WEB. We pray for your guidance and wisdom to fill their heart, so they can discern what is right and have the strength to let go of what is not your will. Help them to be consistent in their walk with you, remembering the words of Galatians 6:9 WEB: 'Let us not be weary in doing good, for we will reap in due season, if we don’t give up.'
We also pray that you will make clear the path that they should take, and if what they are doing is not your will, that you give them the strength to end it. Help them not to be afraid, but to trust in you, remembering the promise of Romans 8:28 WEB: 'We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.'
We ask this not for our will, but for yours to be done. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, God is faithful and loving. He wants the best for you, and he will guide you if you ask him and trust in him. Stay strong in your faith, and keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. Be encouraged by the words of Hebrews 12:2 WEB: "looking to Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising its shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."