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gee7
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Since my girlfriend has left it seems like I have no one else around. Not mentioning the times I attempt to keep myself busy in my apartment, If I call, text, or even write e-mails I seem to get no response in return (not always just on a frequent and consistent basis). So with the love of my life not being a part of my life and people occupied with their lives I find myself very lonely most of the time. Because there have been many changes over the last year, I am finding it hard to see (find) places to attach or fit in. Even some of the churches I have visited, have not seen fit to reach out and connect with me. I am trying to stay upbeat and focus upon God, but He has been pretty quiet too. I do not know how much longer I can stay in this solitude situation. To receive a genuine smile or hug right now seems to distant for a possibility. I wish God could direct some love or care in my direction. I really miss my love, she always encouraged me.