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Tina
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Please pray for me. I am sitting here at work after a sleepless night unable to function with tears in my eyes. Lately I have been suffering insomnia and feeling completely hopeless. My father is terminally ill and this has been ongoing for 4 years. No one expected him to make it this far but in the process he has lost all of his pelvic organs and MANY complications have arisen since this time. I fear the end is near. I do my best to help his situation - cooking and spending time there while trying to bring a little light and laughter into his life. This is so hard with a full time job but we do what we need to do, right? Most of the time I am in a daze. Nine years ago my mother died from cancer but her demise was much quicker. My ex would not stay with me through this trying time and we divorced. Apart from all this I met a guy last year that I fell in love with. I was so happy because I haven't had a boyfriend in 6 years. We were so good together but something seemed amiss and while investigating I recently learned he is married. He broke my heart. All I want is some peace and a little happiness but my life seems veiled with uncertainty and pain. Please Pray for me. I am all alone.