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Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power and prayer (James 5:16)!
In February 2019, my family and I moved to Alaska to work. In August 2022, my job was complete and my boys and I moved to Texas to begin a new work. My wife and daughter were going overseas to see family.
While I was away, my wife went to court, and her lawyer convinced the judge that I had stolen the children and carried them across state lines. The judge gave my wife permission to go get them. She did.
The last three years have been incredibly difficult. I have probably prayed 1 million times. I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. Finally, in August 2024, God provided a first-class ticket back to Alaska. He also gave me a job, teaching school and coaching basketball. Even so, I had no place to live and no car to drive.
The last year has been so tough.
I lived in the shelter 4.5 months. I lost my teaching and coaching job on November 20, 2024, due to no fault of my own. God gave me an apartment on January 6. I lived there till May 19. I had to move out because the owner uses her house for Airbnb during the summer.
On December 29, 2024, I almost died when I got locked out of my van and -23°F weather. I tried everything to get in but was unsuccessful. I then ran down to the bottom of the hill and two beautiful women in an old truck were sitting there almost like Angels. They came up and were able to help me get in. My entire face and body was numb.
Almost anything bad that could happen has happened to me over the last year.
In the middle of last year, I’ve also seen some incredible things by the hand of God. When I lost my teaching job, the union made an argument, and the school had to pay my salary through the end of April. I learned how to do gig work and it has helped me tremendously, especially now.
I have seen some incredible things. I’ve seen incredible mountains and lakes and rivers. My favorite thing about Alaska is the moose and I’ve seen I think 50. I even prayed for moose and God allowed me to see them either that day or soon after. I’ve seen incredible northern lights. Incredible sunset and sunrises. I love the rain (Acts 14:17) and I have enjoyed the rain tremendously.
Today is Monday, November 4.
As I type this prayer request, I am sitting in the owner's basement. I have lived here since I lost my job as live manager on June 16, 2025. However, the owner got mad at me because I was not here to unlock the door for someone even though no one told me. So, she has ordered me out of the house. It’s so frustrating but when bad things happen I am almost always confident that God is doing something.
So, I am basically homeless.
I’ll look at everything as to what God has put in front of me. As it stands right now, the only option I have is to go back to the shelter. I do not want to go back to the shelter.
The VA has offered to pay four months rent, but their stipulations are very stringent. I’ve already had two apartments that they declined because they didn’t fit certain criteria. It’s so frustrating!! Again, I’m confident God will provide.
I do get work every day about 6 to 8 hours a day. I’m able to make a full-time salary. But over the last two months I’ve had three blowouts. Also, about three weeks ago my car started making terrible noises in the front end.
I pray that God would help me have a mechanic to fix my vehicle. I went to sleep and I woke up to a phone call and it was a guy that I’ve never met or talked to and he offered to come help me. He ended up fixing the worst part which was wheel bearings and he charged me about $220 with the parts.
There is still about $900 worth of things that need to be changed mainly in the front end. My car makes an awful noise which is very scary to drive but according to him it’s safe to drive. It’s just is.
I bet I have said well over 1Million prayers since my wife left me in August 2022 (Luke 18:1ff). I will keep praying till the day I die.
I love my wife and I miss her deeply and dearly. Every day, I probably pray for her 20 to 30 times if not more. I asked God to soften her heart and bring her to her penance for what she’s done. I stand prepared to love her, like Christ loved the church and forgive her like Christ has forgiven me.
I love my children, and I miss them so much. If I see small children in the store or riding their bikes down the street, automatically think of my children. It makes me really really sad. I was always the kind of dad that just love being with his kids. I love to wrestle with them on the floor or carry them on my shoulders on a long hike or take them fishing, etc., etc..
I trust God!!! I feel like I love God more now than I ever have in my life. I feel like my faith is stronger now that it’s ever been. It’s weird how in the midst of deep deep distress, my love and faith are much bigger than before.
When I refer to God, I am also referring to Christ.
Dear friends and prayer warriors please pray for me….. I’m not asking to be famous or rich, but I do need some things in my life to give me sanity and peace.
Wisdom - I need wisdom to navigate living in Alaska by myself and trying to survive and not put myself in a danger situation.
Reconciliation - I need my wife to come back to me. I need my weeping to be turned into joy. I need my morning to be turned in the dancing, please God restore my marriage.
Family together - I love my family and I miss him deeply dearly. I cannot believe my wife did these horrible things to me. I trust that God is working in her life to help her to see what she’s given up on.
A home - I need a place to live. I’ve been looking for a place to live. I wonder if the delay is God’s way of preparing me for something greater. I can only imagine my wife contacted me and all of a sudden I have a place to live. If I have so many problems would be ushered out of my way if my wife and I were just simply reconcile.
A real job - gig work has been a huge blessing to me. I have learned how to be successful in it. I can make a full-time salary now using it. However, I need something more stable. I am so thankful to God that he introduced me to it and encourage me in those moments where I wanted to quit
A better vehicle or a fixed vehicle - I love my van. It’s a 2006 to go to sienna and it looks like a moose ran into the passenger door, but I love it. It is a beater with a heater. I lived in the back of it for 28 nights. I would love to have something better but for the time being this is all I have. God, please help me get it fixed so that it runs effectively for me as I work.
In conclusion
Prayer is so powerful.
I remember I used to pray for those people that had been abducted by foreign countries and put into prisons in China in Russia, etc. I remember there were three men in Chinese prison from America. I prayed fervently for those three men and many others and other countries. I prayed for two of the three men by name.
One day, I was leaving the shelter to go do some gig work and it was about -40°F. Took my vehicle about an hour to warm up. My habit was to get into the vehicle and turn on the radio. I got into the vehicle and turn on the radio, and at that very moment they announced on the radio that those three men in China had been released from prison. It mentioned all three of them by name I knew by heart two of the three men and so I just sat there, stunned at God’s incredible timing. I will never forget that.
Thank you for praying for me. Thank you for praying for me.
In February 2019, my family and I moved to Alaska to work. In August 2022, my job was complete and my boys and I moved to Texas to begin a new work. My wife and daughter were going overseas to see family.
While I was away, my wife went to court, and her lawyer convinced the judge that I had stolen the children and carried them across state lines. The judge gave my wife permission to go get them. She did.
The last three years have been incredibly difficult. I have probably prayed 1 million times. I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. Finally, in August 2024, God provided a first-class ticket back to Alaska. He also gave me a job, teaching school and coaching basketball. Even so, I had no place to live and no car to drive.
The last year has been so tough.
I lived in the shelter 4.5 months. I lost my teaching and coaching job on November 20, 2024, due to no fault of my own. God gave me an apartment on January 6. I lived there till May 19. I had to move out because the owner uses her house for Airbnb during the summer.
On December 29, 2024, I almost died when I got locked out of my van and -23°F weather. I tried everything to get in but was unsuccessful. I then ran down to the bottom of the hill and two beautiful women in an old truck were sitting there almost like Angels. They came up and were able to help me get in. My entire face and body was numb.
Almost anything bad that could happen has happened to me over the last year.
In the middle of last year, I’ve also seen some incredible things by the hand of God. When I lost my teaching job, the union made an argument, and the school had to pay my salary through the end of April. I learned how to do gig work and it has helped me tremendously, especially now.
I have seen some incredible things. I’ve seen incredible mountains and lakes and rivers. My favorite thing about Alaska is the moose and I’ve seen I think 50. I even prayed for moose and God allowed me to see them either that day or soon after. I’ve seen incredible northern lights. Incredible sunset and sunrises. I love the rain (Acts 14:17) and I have enjoyed the rain tremendously.
Today is Monday, November 4.
As I type this prayer request, I am sitting in the owner's basement. I have lived here since I lost my job as live manager on June 16, 2025. However, the owner got mad at me because I was not here to unlock the door for someone even though no one told me. So, she has ordered me out of the house. It’s so frustrating but when bad things happen I am almost always confident that God is doing something.
So, I am basically homeless.
I’ll look at everything as to what God has put in front of me. As it stands right now, the only option I have is to go back to the shelter. I do not want to go back to the shelter.
The VA has offered to pay four months rent, but their stipulations are very stringent. I’ve already had two apartments that they declined because they didn’t fit certain criteria. It’s so frustrating!! Again, I’m confident God will provide.
I do get work every day about 6 to 8 hours a day. I’m able to make a full-time salary. But over the last two months I’ve had three blowouts. Also, about three weeks ago my car started making terrible noises in the front end.
I pray that God would help me have a mechanic to fix my vehicle. I went to sleep and I woke up to a phone call and it was a guy that I’ve never met or talked to and he offered to come help me. He ended up fixing the worst part which was wheel bearings and he charged me about $220 with the parts.
There is still about $900 worth of things that need to be changed mainly in the front end. My car makes an awful noise which is very scary to drive but according to him it’s safe to drive. It’s just is.
I bet I have said well over 1Million prayers since my wife left me in August 2022 (Luke 18:1ff). I will keep praying till the day I die.
I love my wife and I miss her deeply and dearly. Every day, I probably pray for her 20 to 30 times if not more. I asked God to soften her heart and bring her to her penance for what she’s done. I stand prepared to love her, like Christ loved the church and forgive her like Christ has forgiven me.
I love my children, and I miss them so much. If I see small children in the store or riding their bikes down the street, automatically think of my children. It makes me really really sad. I was always the kind of dad that just love being with his kids. I love to wrestle with them on the floor or carry them on my shoulders on a long hike or take them fishing, etc., etc..
I trust God!!! I feel like I love God more now than I ever have in my life. I feel like my faith is stronger now that it’s ever been. It’s weird how in the midst of deep deep distress, my love and faith are much bigger than before.
When I refer to God, I am also referring to Christ.
Dear friends and prayer warriors please pray for me….. I’m not asking to be famous or rich, but I do need some things in my life to give me sanity and peace.
Wisdom - I need wisdom to navigate living in Alaska by myself and trying to survive and not put myself in a danger situation.
Reconciliation - I need my wife to come back to me. I need my weeping to be turned into joy. I need my morning to be turned in the dancing, please God restore my marriage.
Family together - I love my family and I miss him deeply dearly. I cannot believe my wife did these horrible things to me. I trust that God is working in her life to help her to see what she’s given up on.
A home - I need a place to live. I’ve been looking for a place to live. I wonder if the delay is God’s way of preparing me for something greater. I can only imagine my wife contacted me and all of a sudden I have a place to live. If I have so many problems would be ushered out of my way if my wife and I were just simply reconcile.
A real job - gig work has been a huge blessing to me. I have learned how to be successful in it. I can make a full-time salary now using it. However, I need something more stable. I am so thankful to God that he introduced me to it and encourage me in those moments where I wanted to quit
A better vehicle or a fixed vehicle - I love my van. It’s a 2006 to go to sienna and it looks like a moose ran into the passenger door, but I love it. It is a beater with a heater. I lived in the back of it for 28 nights. I would love to have something better but for the time being this is all I have. God, please help me get it fixed so that it runs effectively for me as I work.
In conclusion
Prayer is so powerful.
I remember I used to pray for those people that had been abducted by foreign countries and put into prisons in China in Russia, etc. I remember there were three men in Chinese prison from America. I prayed fervently for those three men and many others and other countries. I prayed for two of the three men by name.
One day, I was leaving the shelter to go do some gig work and it was about -40°F. Took my vehicle about an hour to warm up. My habit was to get into the vehicle and turn on the radio. I got into the vehicle and turn on the radio, and at that very moment they announced on the radio that those three men in China had been released from prison. It mentioned all three of them by name I knew by heart two of the three men and so I just sat there, stunned at God’s incredible timing. I will never forget that.
Thank you for praying for me. Thank you for praying for me.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.