Justbecause5
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There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
If you have prayed for me or my situation, thank you. The saga continues.
Background
3 years ago, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. She was in Alaska and I had moved to Texas to set up our new home and start my new job.
I prayed fervently asking God to bring me back to Alaska hoping for reconciliation. Finally, on August 19, 2024, God opened the door for me to go back and I did.
The last year has been incredibly tough. Losing jobs, living in the shelter, almost dying, etc. it’s been a less than storybook adventure.
Today
On June 16, I lost my job as laboratory manager. Since then, I’ve been doing gig work.
On the same day, I lost my job, my former landlord allowed me to move into the basement of her $1 million house for free.
In the time that I have been living in her basement, I have done everything I could to help her since she lives 400 miles away.
In fact, she told me I could live here for the winter. However, about six weeks ago, she changed her mind. She gave me 30 days to find another place. On November 1, I must move out of here.
The last four or five interactions with her have been ugly on her behalf. She was trying to get something fixed in the house and I was not here to let the people in and she blamed it on me. Today, she wrote me another ugly note.
It’s so sad, because I tried so hard to avoid any negativity. I repeatedly told her I was praying for her. I would send her Bible verses, etc..
This is Alaska, so it’s not always easy to find a place to live. Today, I went and looked at a one-bedroom cabin, which is more like an efficiency. The rent was $1100. The application fee is $50, etc..
The problem is, it requires an application and paystubs, etc. I have been doing DoorDash and other gig work in my unemployment. So I fear that I will be unable to do the application. Also, my intuition is making me feel funny.
My faith and trust is in God and his son. “The Lord is my Shepherd…,” I am trusting God to lead me and guide me and something within me tells me this is not the way God wants me to go.
I had so hoped that my wife and I could be reconciled and instantly I would have a place to live. But so far, that has not occurred. I know many of you have been praying that this would occur.
In conclusion:
I hate conflict. Blessed are the peacemakers today, after that ugly email that she sent me, I responded back with text that told her that I’ve been praying for her and her health and that I am so grateful for her kindness towards me. She has helped me with a free place to stay just like the widow did to Elisha.
Please pray:
I really do not want to go live in the shelter again. I lived there for 4.5 months. It just made me feel less than a person to be there. On Saturday, I will have nowhere to go except there.
I need a place to stay.
Marital reconciliation - I have probably prayed 1 million times that my wife and I would be reconciled (Luke 18:1ff). I’m believing that God has done things, but I certainly cannot see anything done. I do trust him!!
I can only imagine my weeping turning into joy. My mourning, turning into dancing!!
My vehicle
I continue to have problems with my vehicle. However, today I contacted the guy who fixed it the other day and he seems to still be willing to work with me to get it completely well.
If you don’t recall, I was having severe car issues and I prayed that God would help me get it resolved quickly, and I went and took a nap and while napping I received a phone call from this guy who had never met or never talked to me and offered to help me.
Strength
I need strength. It takes strength to get up off this chair. It takes strength to get out of bed. It takes strength to keep on going each day. Doing gig work.
I would love to just see something happening. I’m so exhausted, friends in prayer warriors.
Thank you for your prayers.
If you have prayed for me or my situation, thank you. The saga continues.
Background
3 years ago, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. She was in Alaska and I had moved to Texas to set up our new home and start my new job.
I prayed fervently asking God to bring me back to Alaska hoping for reconciliation. Finally, on August 19, 2024, God opened the door for me to go back and I did.
The last year has been incredibly tough. Losing jobs, living in the shelter, almost dying, etc. it’s been a less than storybook adventure.
Today
On June 16, I lost my job as laboratory manager. Since then, I’ve been doing gig work.
On the same day, I lost my job, my former landlord allowed me to move into the basement of her $1 million house for free.
In the time that I have been living in her basement, I have done everything I could to help her since she lives 400 miles away.
In fact, she told me I could live here for the winter. However, about six weeks ago, she changed her mind. She gave me 30 days to find another place. On November 1, I must move out of here.
The last four or five interactions with her have been ugly on her behalf. She was trying to get something fixed in the house and I was not here to let the people in and she blamed it on me. Today, she wrote me another ugly note.
It’s so sad, because I tried so hard to avoid any negativity. I repeatedly told her I was praying for her. I would send her Bible verses, etc..
This is Alaska, so it’s not always easy to find a place to live. Today, I went and looked at a one-bedroom cabin, which is more like an efficiency. The rent was $1100. The application fee is $50, etc..
The problem is, it requires an application and paystubs, etc. I have been doing DoorDash and other gig work in my unemployment. So I fear that I will be unable to do the application. Also, my intuition is making me feel funny.
My faith and trust is in God and his son. “The Lord is my Shepherd…,” I am trusting God to lead me and guide me and something within me tells me this is not the way God wants me to go.
I had so hoped that my wife and I could be reconciled and instantly I would have a place to live. But so far, that has not occurred. I know many of you have been praying that this would occur.
In conclusion:
I hate conflict. Blessed are the peacemakers today, after that ugly email that she sent me, I responded back with text that told her that I’ve been praying for her and her health and that I am so grateful for her kindness towards me. She has helped me with a free place to stay just like the widow did to Elisha.
Please pray:
I really do not want to go live in the shelter again. I lived there for 4.5 months. It just made me feel less than a person to be there. On Saturday, I will have nowhere to go except there.
I need a place to stay.
Marital reconciliation - I have probably prayed 1 million times that my wife and I would be reconciled (Luke 18:1ff). I’m believing that God has done things, but I certainly cannot see anything done. I do trust him!!
I can only imagine my weeping turning into joy. My mourning, turning into dancing!!
My vehicle
I continue to have problems with my vehicle. However, today I contacted the guy who fixed it the other day and he seems to still be willing to work with me to get it completely well.
If you don’t recall, I was having severe car issues and I prayed that God would help me get it resolved quickly, and I went and took a nap and while napping I received a phone call from this guy who had never met or never talked to me and offered to help me.
Strength
I need strength. It takes strength to get up off this chair. It takes strength to get out of bed. It takes strength to keep on going each day. Doing gig work.
I would love to just see something happening. I’m so exhausted, friends in prayer warriors.
Thank you for your prayers.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.