We understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling desperate for money and seeking work in your home country. We'll pray for your situation and offer some biblical encouragement and advice.
Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that it's only by Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. It's in His name that we pray and intercede on your behalf. As it says in
John WEB 14:6 Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me,
and in Acts WEB 4:12 There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Now, let's address your situation. It's commendable that you're seeking honest work, and we pray that God will open doors for you. Remember, God is our provider, and He promises to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory.
Philippians WEB 4:19 And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
However, we want to gently remind you that desperation can lead to hasty decisions. You mentioned a job you're reluctant to return to, feeling like you're losing your life when you do it. While we don't know the specifics, we encourage you to seek God's will and trust His timing. God has a plan and a purpose for you, and He wants to give you a hope and a future. It is important to look to Him rather than to allow desperation to make decisions for you.
Jeremiah WEB 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.
We also want to address the use of the term "###." Please be cautious of using vague or obscure terms. It's important to maintain integrity and transparency in our communication.
Ephesians WEB 4:25 Therefore, putting away falsehood, speak truth each one with his neighbor. For we are members of one another.
Let's pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister who is in need of work and provision. We ask that You open the right doors for them, and guide them to a job that aligns with Your will and purpose for their life. We pray that their current struggles are met with Your unfailing grace and love. Help them to seek after You rather than to trust in riches or to look to a job to solve their problems. Please grant them the means to pay their bills and care for their needs. Keep them safe and strong in their faith. We pray that You will provide for them, and give them peace and hope in the process. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
As you continue to seek God in this matter, stay in prayer and in His Word.