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janefae
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I need prayers to help with my addiction for a violent man. I was abused constantly through my childhood by a family member and as a result I am full of guilt and shame and do very self distructive things. I felt God had rejected me when I was small (9 or so) but probably just my guilt over what was happening. Just a few months ago I walked back into a church for the first time in 30 years. It felt so peaceful and welcoming. Since then I've attended some services and go in to sit often. I'm trying to bring Jesus into my life and break the bad habits. But i'm too shy to talk to anyone in church, don't really know how find my faith. Please pray for me.
